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Update

2008-08-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

I had a nightmare the day b4 yesterday...i dont know if i was really disturbed by the devil himself..haha. i was sleeping and i kinda got conscious for awhile and i saw a black figure near my sister..he then stood up and go towards the door..i could see his silhoutte cos it was quite dark in the room and the sleeping light is in the hall. So i was looking at him with half opened eyes...kinda like peeping. I could see a lil bit of the face and it was scary in a weird way... He then kinda saw me and came towards me in a psychotic way, turning his head from side to side...i was sooo scared that i could hear my heartbeat going faster and faster..i shut my eyes tight and said some prayers, trying to calm myself down...then when i felt calm, i slowly opened my eyes again and he was gone...it was so real but i like to think of it as a dream...

The next scene was about this psychotic guy who keeps on coming back to my house to kill my family members..n it was so ghory as he only kills with a shart small knife...stabbing and cutting ppl up. He kills all but me...when i had my own family, he came back to kill my family again..i tried to escape thru the window, jumped down and that ended the dream...gosh..it has been so long since i can remember a dream this well...n its been so long since i had a nightmare sia...Anyways, thats about the dreams part...

This morning was the happiest morning ever...Normally, we seldom talk in the morning cos everyone's like kinda dragging ourselves to work...Well, yesterday, i got an sms from my cousin saying that my uncle met with an accident (but now he's at home recovering)...so yesterday,i told the whole family about it and responded to my cousin n all la...my third sister was asleep when the family knew about it...and this morning, she woke up, her hair all over the place, she shouted, "Mak! Abah accident!!!" I was in my parents room and i could hear her screaming...My mum then scolded her for giving her a shock shouting like that so early in the morning..saying i already told the family abt it the night before...i couldnt help but burst out laughing loudly when i heard them. It was so funny the way my sister shouted and the way my mum got shocked...hahahahahah walao damn funny that i was laughing to myself when i was wearing my clothes and omw to school...Damn funny loh!

when i reached school, automatically signed into msn and i saw yongshun! haha had time to catchup abit n all. Well, ppl always say the grass is greener on the other side...i guess not all the time..i hope everything goes well for shun and that he can enjoy his life in san francisco for the next 3 years..god help him...

True Love

2008-08-19T14:54:00.002+08:00

It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry, as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him. "And you still go every morning,even though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and said. "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is." I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,"That is the kind of love I want in my life".True love is neither physical, nor romantic.True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there are some that come along that have an important message, and this is one of those kind. Just had to share it with you all.

Oh, by the way, peace is seeing a sunset, and knowing who to thank."The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;they just make the best of everything that comes along their way."Please share this with someone you care

Funny Dream

2008-08-11T11:09:00.002+08:00

I had a funny dream..the thing is, i dont exactly remember all of it...

But ill just blog down whats left in my head...for now...

I remembered it wss about yesterday's function. We went to Yongshun's aunt's place for a farewell dinner. It was special cos it was so called my first steam boat, it was the last time we will be there and also because EVERYONE was there...Full Strength siol...Boy did we eat alot..eat like crazy..Anyway, thanks to yongshun for organizing it..he always does it well..

Omg theres dinosaurs on Disney Channel right now..haha!! One of them just died...sad...

anyway, back to the dream

there was this scene where me and fie were sitting down on the sofa and shun just came along and said..."eh fie..i just wanna congratulate you for completing 5 k around bedok reservoir...i mean you could do it man... guna and senthil couldnt..." i was there so i said.."eh 5 k only..i also can loh..but slow jog ar...guna and senthil cannot run 5k meh? walao!"

Seriously, how stupid is this dream...but its like damn funny sia...i always have dreams in different scenes..so its more then 1 storyline...and the thing is its sooooo uncommon for me to actually remember the dreams. I think i dream everyday..unconsciously...cos ppl around me always say i talk in my sleep.

Another scene is when we're like small lil ants roaming the place. The heartbreaking news is that i know something damn funny happened cos i remember laughing about it when i woke up but i totally cant recall what happened now. DAMN!

Ok i think this post is so damn stupid...

Me wanting to see Senz in a skirt...

2008-08-04T13:45:00.004+08:00

Dear blog,

with all due respect, i am writing to always remember this disappointment...

My 3 good friends, Senthilgumar, Mr Lauw and ESPECIALLY Gunaseelan (see too much lan liao)..have disappointed me...

Well, Senthil got a job at The Highlander (a Scottish bar) and because its scottish, the workers have to wear a kilt...aka a SKIRT! Even before he started work, when i found out that he will be wearing a skirt, i hoped that he would get the job and i will excitedly go visit him with the rest to see my dear 'Mr legs like 11' in a skirt...

Well, Senthil got the job and ive been wanting to go over to his workplace to visit him...and among all, Senthil and especially Gunaseelan! knew how much i wanted to go see Senthil in a skirt...Everytime we meet, I'll ask him, EH!! When r we going to Senthil's workplace?!! And ill get sooo excited...well, apparently, i have lost the excitement..i think...

A few days ago, Mr 11 legs came on my msn and told me that Guna & Mr wisdom teeth no more came over to his workplace after eating chappathi for lunch...My response?

Walau ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
You all *toot* ok!!!!

i felt so disppointed that i teared..So senthil got it...Then yongshun got it..Today, Guna just had to massively get it...because...as usual, guna was being guna...

It started off when i saw him come online while i was doing school cockpit data entries...with a trademark worrying nickname, i asked as a concerned friend...

Guna, are u ok? And he says why? u very free izzit? (see...hostile already)
So i said no im working but im a concerned friend...so he said he's ok...i asked, r u sure? He says yes...(as if i dont know there IS something he's just not telling me and i respect that)

So i said fine...since you're ok, i wanna scold you!
So he said what!
Me: Go Senthil's workplace never jio! then he laughed!! How you found out?
Me:U especially knew how much i wanted to go over rite! When i found out.i wanted to cry ok! Then try to hide from me somemore! Still ask how i found out somemore!

Guna: I took a picture for you what...

Then must wait for me to say then admit! I dont want to go over already..its too late to apologize....its toO lateeeee..i am so disappointed!

Then there was a pause...

Guna: I think ur angry cos ur hungry

(SEE LA!!)

Me: no ok...dont try to talk cock with me now

guna: aiyah. we can always still go wat

Me: no im not interested already

guna: why so petty
gheez
ur actin like we're in a relationship

(!!!!!)
Wah! He still say me loh!!! Know im angry already then add more fuel!

Me: oooooooooooooooooo
NOW SAY IM PETTY SOMEMOREEEEE
WHAT RELATIONSHIP

Guna: okok
its called frenship
and pls dont blog abt this
haha

Me: LUCKY U SAY FRENSHIP
OMG! WHAT A GOOD IDEA
IM GONNA DO JUST THAT LOH

Guna: hahaha

Me: THANK YOU FOR THE IDEA

Guna: yea ur welcome
thx for makin me famous

Me: u bloody idiot (end)

so here i am!

i continued doing work..Then i was talking to yongshun about dinner tmr..then after that we're going to senz workplace i think...Told him im free for dinner tmr..so guna said..

Guna: so wat
u lied to urself
say u don't want to go but then now ur goin

Me: NOW U MAKE ME ANGRY AGAIN
U ASSHOLE!!!!

Guna: (trying to change the subject) ur not goin to have lunch?

Me: WHY

Guna: just askin a carin question

i didnt reply after that...seriously, no more comments man...

Motivations

2008-07-28T10:10:00.001+08:00

Not that difficult
It's not that difficult to be disciplined. It's just a matter of choosing to be, again and again.

It's not that difficult to avoid destructive habits. In fact, all you really must do is nothing.

It's not that difficult to take positive, productive action. You simply choose to put yourself into motion.

Success is not that difficult. It's mainly a matter of doing it, and you're completely capable of doing whatever is necessary.

Your willingness is the most important factor. And willingness comes when you connect to a solid, meaningful reason why.

Discipline, integrity and effective action are tools that you can use at any time and in any situation to achieve valuable results. Follow a purpose that is truly yours, and it's not that difficult at all.

No limitations
If all your limitations were suddenly removed, what would you do? If you were able to make absolutely anything happen, what would it be?

If there were no challenges standing in your way, where would you go? With absolutely nothing holding you back, what would your life become?

It's easy to get so caught up in pushing against your limitations that you start seeing yourself solely in terms of those limitations. Yet you are so very much more.

Instead of identifying yourself in relation to the challenges you face, dig deeper and find the real person inside. For the truth is, you exist apart from any challenge or limitation, and it is a powerful exercise to get solidly in touch with who you are.

Yes, there will always be obstacles and limiting factors. And the best way to get beyond them is by knowing that they do not define you.

Imagine a world with no limitations, and discover who you are in such a world. One by one, the challenges will fade in the distance as you express the limitless vision that is yours to live.

Motivations from Mdm Teo's email

2008-07-21T10:25:00.001+08:00

Get busy

A small, simple action is infinitely more effective than a big, complicated excuse. Instead of putting your energy into avoiding effort, put that energy into the effort itself, and you'll get something of value in return for it.

There is something right now that needs to be done. Imagine how great it will feel to have it finished, see what a heavy weight will be lifted from you, then get busy and get it done.

In this moment, in this place, you have a valuable opportunity. You can make something happen, and you can make a difference.

Forget about judging whether one task is difficult and another task is easy. Don't be concerned about figuring out what is pleasant and what is unpleasant.

Just take a deep breath, sit up or stand up straight, and with a steady and confident sense of determination, get busy. Soon you'll find yourself moving rapidly toward real and fulfilling accomplishment.

You can worry and complain about how nothing ever gets done, or you can take it upon yourself to make a real and positive difference. The moment for action is now, so get busy and convert this fleeting bit of time into an accomplishment that will bring you value for a long, long time.

Truly impressive

Always know that what other people think of you is their own concern, not yours. Do what you know is right, and fully accept that others will think what they will think.

Certainly it is valuable to make a good impression. Keep in mind, though, that the best way to make a good impression is not to worry endlessly about what others think.

The way to make the best impression is to be authentic. Allow the goodness that is within you to shine through your genuine courtesy, kindness, respect and consideration.

By caring so much about receiving validation from others, you prevent yourself from getting it. Instead, share your real value with those around you and that value will be clear for all to see.

Don't waste your time and effort keeping up appearances. Put your attention and energy into real solid substance, and your appearance will take care of itself.

The more you strive to make a good impression, the less successful you'll be at doing so. Just relax and be yourself, and you'll be truly and authentically impressive

The day Fie made me wanna Punch his Face!

2008-07-09T16:43:00.003+08:00

Today, 9 July 2008, aka Senthil's bday...Sharyfie made me wanna punch his face...

I was super busy at work..running here and there and still stuck with doing the principal's video...and i was still coughing like nobody's business with swelling under my left eye...

It started off when i sent this sms to everyone (Fie, Senz, Guna, Sue, Mike, Shun, Jag, Choo, Jinfang, Ziyi, Manuel) when i was in the hall with the Malay dancers...

Salina: Greetings my LOVES...on friday, u ppl wll b meeting at clarke quay mrt control station at 6.30pm...key care bear to contact would b mr lauw in case ure bo sim ly late...tell him ure lame reason n make arrangements...you all will b eating dinner at cafe iguana...pay 4 what u eat n after that, we will chill out smwhere till late nite..me n manuel will join u for the chillout session. dont miss us too much...love, the hostilityless saurus...(at the moment only)

Little do i know the words in brackets at the end of the message was right...Other ppl replied nicely...Fie, on the other hand replied...

Fie: Crap.

I thought it was an expression like...shit i dont think i can make it...or crap! i have something on! so i replied...

Salina: What crap? U can make it rite? Just now i call u u off phone loh

I was being nice rite? N he said...

Fie: Eh. This is not junyuan sec okie. Can fun fun msg people. What you want!

Walau...i was in the hall with the malay dancers...i felt like calling him to scold him loh...just look at the bloody exclamation mark at the end of the msg!! but i thought ok nvm maybe hes having a bad day..just like mine...cos he's working also mah..so i said...

Salina: Why u so hostile ar..i wanted to ask u la if cafe iguana is ok or not. 4 u...cos they not halal, got alcohol all...out of concern..walau u think i got no work izzit..

I think i was dammmmmnnnn nice loh...see the word concern...? He said...

Fie: I foresee myself coming late. Unless my office becomes like junyuan sec. Then maybe i can have more time. I shall join you guys later. But i dont mind.

Waaaaa!! Cannot tahan already...so i said..

Salina: Waaa...i very patient u make me angry already..u just wait till friday...

Fie: Already junyuan sec behaviour. Angry angry. But i am sorry.K. Peace. Peace....

After pissing me off so much, say sorry n try to make peace...after everything..peace can GO KISS MY ASS OKAY!!!

Salina: Bloody hell...u just wait i tell u..

No more messages from Fie....when i came back to my desk, i shared this with senthil cos he was online...its so easy to make fie lose...we just have to post a picture of him doing something..then make friend with the brother..wahahahahahaha damn funny! n since its damn funny..it made my anger go away..a little...im still gonna nag at him on Friday...Just thought i should blog abt it while i can remember...

Updates

2008-06-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

Wow..its been a long long time since i last blogged. I just have the urge to blog now...Not at home, i never have the urge to blog at home unless when im alone or i really really really feel like it..most of the time, ill be watching tv when im at home..or sometimes, cleaning my stuff...

Wow alot of things have happened since i last blogged. Well, ill just type out the things i remember in my mind right now....

Went to australian uni fair..idp fair and signed up for a few courses hoping to go australia to study now. I dont know why but i realise that im always 2 years behind people my age..like right now, im thinking, i should have done what i did 2 years ago...nevermind that, the good point is that im more prepared then i would have been 2 years ago...if you know what i mean la hor...

Finally get to go to Hatyai with my mum and Et. Its like my third attempt siol...and because of that, i missed my company's 2nd year retreat in Batam...O well, im glad i went to hatyai though...quite a lot of things to buy but i didnt really like splurge there cos theres Bali after Hatyai...haha

on the 13 June, i went to Hatyai by coach...reached the next morning siol! My pantat pain siol....anyways, hatyai was a new experience cos ive never been out of Malaysia and Indonesia before..wth rite..yea..hahaha The highlight of the trip would be the bapok show..walao they POWER to the MAX sia...i jealous..hahaha but then again, im like the original dino and they are like soft toy dino they sell at pasar malams..haha i dont know why i used that. Anyway, yea some of them are just gorgeous...cant stop looking at this particular bapok who is like soooo pretty..and the body..wah lao ehhh...

Before the trip, there were some complications la..im suppose to go to Bali with the usual suspects on the 17 June...flight at 6.20am. My mum told me we are coming back on the 16 June so i thought ok la...just nice mah...what my mum didnt tell me was we will only reach sg on the 17 early morning...and im suppose to be at the airport around 5am. So...if theres any delay, i might just miss the flight to bali then im dead...so i tried to find alternatives..be it coming back earlier or going to bali later...after investigations, i finally decide to take the risk...fortunately, i reached home early! i reached home at about 3am...still had time to shower and pack some stuff...

Bali was simply amazing..blessed with beautiful beaches and skies, i had the most fun in my lifetime...erm so far la...i did alot of things i wouldnt do in singapore...haha which includes absailing, banana boating, snorkelling, full body spa,white water rafting, riding atvs, another full body spa, clubbing, feeding monkeys (eventhough singapore got alot of monkeys loh). The best part of the trip would be bonding with the usual suspects.I feel lucky knowing those people cos we can just talk about anything and have lotsa fun when we're together...theres LOVE man..Unfortunately, this group of friends will go separate ways by end of this year...i dont know how it'll be like but i hope its not too bad la...

Dont know why i dont feel like going home today...Got my pay which i will have to pay back my debts with..hahaha went to Plaza Sing to get my dad a classy vest..hope he likes it later..then decided to hunt for a coffee bean to get my favourite tea latte with double vanilla..walao nice siol!! i hope the tap at home produces it..hahaha or if somebody's ass produces it, ill marry that person no matter how ugly he is..whahahahahahaha...

Anyway, i had an emo moment which id like to share when i got back from Bali...i feel bad cos i didnt give our driver in Bali a hug. According to yongshun he was expecting it but i just shook his hand cos everyone else just shook his hand..haha like Duhh!! when i reach home at around 4am i think, i placed my bags nicely to one side and saw 2 letters for me from idp...i got accepted to macquarie uni and rmit...still waiting for the other 2 to reply...so i felt really grateful for that and i could feel that things would change...was thinking if i should really go for it...and then, i turn on my laptop...checked my email...saw an email from my GM saying im one of the top ccpes in the company (3rd)...and won $1500 each to go for an educational trip with the other 11 ccpes. then i just couldnt take it anymore and cried...thinking so many good things are happening to me now and i just felt grateful...

The next day, my mum told me that my sister will be getting married next year and that one of her daughters will be leaving her home...i then told my mum that i got accepted and im gonna go off by next year to study too...assuring her that ill check out the arrangements and make my decision...she then got emo telling me that she prefers her daughters to be in front of her where she can see them...i then took a few days to think things thru...now, after thinking alot, i know that i WANT to go...

So now, im gonna check out the financial part of going over..not cheap i tell you...and yea, im leaving...on a jet plane....dont know when ill be back again...hahaha...

Makes me wanna cry leaving so many good people behind but i know i wont regret getting on this train later in life...

Peace...

Dzik Dance to Hydrolic

2008-03-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

2008

2008-02-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

Im so bored....

Everybody went out today and i have to stay at home cos somebody has to be at home..darn! but then again, i can do lotsa stuff at home alone..not exactly alone la...i have my cousins next door who were here to use the computer and make a mess on our floor by making butterflies out of Play Doh...so who ends up cleaning? yea..this lady right here...

Been so long since i last blogged...didnt find time to do it cos ill just watch tv or something..well today, after watching tv for some time..disney channel repeats 'the incredibles', i decide to switch the tv off and tune in to 98.7fm instead...at the same time come online and do stuff. I realize i didnt have much to do online anyway..my options were, msn, check hotmail email, check yahoo email, check school email, check friendster...then im outta options...so here i am..hehe

chatted with moses vasquez (mza), an online friend i made 10 years ago from napster...yea crazy i know..hehe its nice to know i still keep in touch with people i made friends with such a long time ago...there is another 2 friends whom i still keep in touch with since then...one got married last year...okay too much information now...

yesterday was esha's birthdayyyyyy...and we didnt hang out..she was working..i thought of going over to her place at night to pass her gift but after school, went to the hospital to see my cousin then came home and watched 'the incredibles' on disney channel (yeap they repeated it again this afternoon)..then i fell asleep on our sofa in the hall with my contact lenses and shawl n cardigan...all i could remember was my youngest sister saying its such a waste to sleep early on a friday...true but wth i was already half asleep...

work: im loving it...im thinking its gonna be hard to leave the job at the end of the year, unless of course the next contract offers a deserving salary...right now, my table is getting messier, days seem shorter and im just not as on the ball as before...more things to handle now..

No work on Wednesday! wohooooooo..oh! btw, last monday, a chinese teacher approached me for help regarding their chinese new year concert...they were producing a video and wanted to shoot me too...one of the questions were, "what do u like most about cny?" my answer...oh i loveee oranges...peeled oranges....cos if its not cny, we wont get those peeled oranges easily..so yeap, i love oranges especially those small ones...." After that, i felt sooooo stoooopiddd cos i found out that the peeled oranges i was referring to are actually called tangerines..i should have at least asked the others first...im so not gonna be at the concert la! ok maybe ill hide somewhere but ill still see people's reactions....STOOPID STOOPID STOOPID!! bodoooo nak mamposssssss.....

January seems to zoom past like nobody's business sia...and im excited cos ill be going to KL on wednesday right up to sunday..wohooooooo!!! first time going with these group of friends!looking forward to fun fun fun!

Just took Elken's lactose to clean my system...for those of you who are quite health conscious, Elken's products are quite expensive but it works...For those of you who are interested, tell me so i can recommend my mum for advice..hehehe Both my parents are actually in JB now for an Elken meeting...meeting siollllllll...............

Oh well, hope i can start blogging as often as before again. Love yall forever n ever...Muacks!

Salinasaurus RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Elken...

2007-08-26T13:13:00.000+08:00

yes im sorry again for not blogging for god knows how long..haha!! o well..haha

i went to malacca about a month back with a few friends...here are some pics...

Ive been so busy at work. Not only do i have lots to do at work..thats okay. But i also have things to do after work..haha! involved in company project committee..n stuff..but i like~ Just not enough time to take my own time to do stuffs la. some people ask..if ure not paid well, move on and get another job..but then i say..but im happy doing this job...and they got nothing to say sia..haha! o well, i guess not many people are happy doing their jobs. Best thing about this job is that i can communicate with the kids! and i CANT take responsibility sia... Fun la...not a teacher so they treat me differently too..lots still think im a teacher..so those who know ask: cher, if ure not a teacher why do we call u cher ar cher? i say i dunno..u all call me cher i just respond la..if i dont respond u all say i action what...

gonna be in malacca for my cousin's wedding next weekend..and then im going to desaru the following week for my company committee trip...woah still got things to settle. If i can work in school until night not so bad...but school locks up at 6.30pm..the aunties start chasing us out..but cute la they all..Nuff said bout work.

now about Elken..i cant believe my PARENTS..yes both mum and dad are Elken managers! whaahahahaah wth...yea WTH..its an MLM company and both of them are involved..but good for them la..the products they have are really healthy..now we have water filters at home, we have healthy products like spirulina and lactose...and the dunno what prime...oh palace prime which boosts their sexual energy..wahhahaahha!!! cute or what.. if any of you are interested in these stuff, let me know and ill introduce my parents to u..hehehe my mum keep asking me to recommend the sexual energy booster to my PE HOD..wth...how can i even talk to him abt it..and teachers are like super busy people..

fasting month is coming..super fast la!!! and theres another hari raya??!! shit! i think im going bankrupt soon..hari raya is just not the same anymore when ure working..major knockoff on your savings..that is IF YOU HAVE ANY!!! and if its not the school holidays, im gonna be attacked in school even! Cher! its hari raya...wheres our money..SHIT..im not leaving the staff room..

Beautiful Girls

2007-08-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

Wohoo!! This song rocks!! kick ass or what.... enjoy you guys...

im okay...was sick and got better, am so busy with stuff got so much to do...oh nooooooooooo nevertheless, still love u guys...muacks!

Phase of events

2007-06-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

Wah...finally i find time to update my blog man....last 2 weeks was the most tiring working week ever ar...did not have enuff sleep for like days! haha i missed that feeling...song bo...

started with the CCPE 1st aniversary...being in the committee...had things to settle, late night meetings, preparations and stuff...when the day came, it was superb..great sense of achievement. After the event, suffered post effects of not having enuff sleep..haha!

came home really late for 4 days straight..weekends....went off to kota tinggi with some of my collegues...had fun there...check out the campsite, bathe in the natural river and of course the kota tinggi waterfall..suppose to go see fireflies but then the transport left us..walau eh!!! we were so pissed!!! but overall it was fun la...then come monday..pulau ubin expedition with my company..wah i got over my fear of riding a bicycle liao..hahaha! super tiring la..so long never cycle..but it was fun man...haiz..got to know more fellow CCPEs too...cool peeps

now my parents kinda letting me go off from singapore le..last time i used to beg for them to let me go but cant..now i just have to say..oh my company organize one..or oh going with my very experienced collegues...which is true la...

now get back to work in school...its hard to get back when ive been doing alot on ccpe 1st anniversary...i miss event organising n all...haiz~ wah lau next week school reopen already...so fast!!! ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy-ness

2007-05-23T10:00:00.000+08:00

Some real stuff....

There's much talk about "work-life balance" these days; how the key to a happy and successful life is spending enough quality time with your loved ones while pursuing an increasingly demanding career. But one thing I keep hearing people say is "I just don't have the time!"

It seems odd to say that we are getting less and less time these days. I mean, time hasn't really diminished, has it? There have always been 60 minutes in an hour, 24 hours in a day. But it certainly does feel like time is getting scarcer, simply because we're getting busier.
Just think of the people you know, perhaps even yourself, who seem to be always in a rush to get somewhere or to do something. We've all bought into this collective belief that we must do more, work harder, do more things in an hour than others can in order to be more successful, make more money, to buy the things we think we need.

We've come to equate quality of life with the quality of things our money can buy. Even the quality of our relationships seems to be based on the kind of gifts or provisions we can give our loved ones - a nicer phone, a bigger house, a more expensive necklace, or the latest video game console.

We think that in order to be happy and successful, we need to achieve a certain measure of status or wealth, so we try to attain that success in the shortest time possible. In our mad rush to get there, we pack more into our schedules, try to develop a more competitive edge, become harder and colder, sleep less, work more, sacrifice personal time and relationships, all for the day - the day when we achieve enough to be happy.

But how much is enough? The belief that happiness is tied to how much you have is an illusion because the more we have, the more we want, and the more we want, the less contented and the less happy we become. We're chasing a goal that can never be reached on this path that we've chosen and what many people don't realize is that while we're pursuing this goal, we're delaying happiness - happiness that is possible now; happiness that we are not experiencing because we're chasing something else.

The only way we can get out of this mad rush is to stop feeding this collective frenzy. Stop following the crowd. Stop chasing imaginary shopping lists of things we need in order to be happy. Stop relying on artificial and temporary fixes for our problems, like buying things in order to feel good about ourselves. We need to stop being busy and ask ourselves what all this "busy-ness" is for. Does it really fulfill us? Are we really working towards things that will make us happy? What do I truly value in life? What does success mean to me? What am I doing today that brings me closer to my real goals? My real dreams? My real passion?

Only you can answer these questions, but the key to finding the direction you need is to meditate on these questions and come up with your own answers, not blindly follow a path simply because you're on it.

A Slice of Life is written, produced and presented by Eugene Loh unless otherwise stated. If you wish to share the scripts with others, please credit it to 'Eugene Loh, A Slice of Life, 938LIVE, a station of MediaCorp Radio'.

Everything..........

2007-05-19T17:18:00.001+08:00

OH YEA!!! I GOT THIS SONG!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!

well gift carnival kick ass! FUN AR...woohoo and yea yesterday night carrie chong and shan wee read out my sms message!! wahhahahaah i was sooo excited!!! AND THEY REMEMBERED THEIR VISIT TO JUNYUAN SEC! walau...never felt like what i did before when they were reading out my sms...haha!! thats it.......erm ya thats it...

lotsa muacks!

Eye Opening Experience...

2007-05-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

Just gotta blog bout today...This morning, i went to school earlier because i was involved in a Maths Trail activity which was planned to be conducted at the Esplanade... in the morning, everything was kinda rushy but its still okay...

THEN...a bunch of students got into a fight with one of the other school student. CHAOTIC SIOL!! hahaha Thats not the eye opener for me...not yet..It was chaotic yes but it was kinda normal to me...One of them got injured (nose bleed, swelling) and so had to be sent to the hospital for an xray..and so i had to follow him there...He didnt wanna go to the hospital at first...The esplanade security guards called me in to talk to him n so i did.. i asked him why he didnt want to go...he said i just dont wanna go ar...typical rebellious naughty boy kinda way... n he kept on repeating without giving any reason for not wanting to go...

Me: Why you dont wanna go hospital?
Him: Dont want ar cher..i dont wanna go ar...
Me: Im not asking if you want to go to the hospital or not...You have no choice, you Have to go to the hospital to check your swollen nose...
Him: Dont wanna go ar..walau...bad words.....that boy....
Esplanade Security Guards: Why are you so rude!! How can you talk to your teacher like that!!
Him: Walau i dont wanna go hospital la!
Me: Do you want me to call your parents?
Him: Call la! Fuck they dont care one ar!!
Me: How can you say that?! Fine now i care about you so ull still have to go ok?
Security guards: Why are you so rude to your teacher?!! How can you talk to your teacher like dat!! (at this point, the security ic got pissed and pulled him to the side to scold him some more...i left the room to call the teacher in charge..hehe)
(In my head..i was thinking...im not his teacher loh...im not even a teaching staff..i never call myself teacher ar...i always say im with/from the school...but its too complicating to explain sia...so call me whatever you wanna call me la...ill try my best to behave like a teacher should...)

when i was making the call, the paramedic came to me and said that he agreed to go to the hospital but with his friend coming along..n so i said i dont mind as long as he goes to the hospital...so we set off...while walking to the ambulance..he came up to me and said cher..sorry ar....so i said hey nevermind....

at the hospital, i got to know him better...personal life, character...then his father came to the hospital...some scenes were really really funny...like his father pointing out on his every uncultured characteristics....i can really see that the father care alot about him...but he's just too rebellious and the father will give up in time to come. He actually said out that he wants to send him to boys town and refer him to the police...like super sad ar..there goes his future...

sometimes i really wonder if someone will persevere enough to help these kids...n sometimes i wonder if its worth the effort and time to try to change them...One channel to do this is by being a teacher. Yes it will be freaking draining to do it but is it worth the effort, time, unstable blood pressure??

Some still can be saved...some needs extreme hard work and still wont help...now i know why we need a full time councillor....have to be like super super patient sia...gosh god help her...

so far, i have gathered a few ways to make these kids think....
- ask for their ambition and make them see if they are heading/getting there..
- make them aware of the kind of environment(Singapore) they are in...
- Life without parents....
- Make them think of their parents...how hard they work to support them...
- Make them understand the frustrations of their parents/teachers...
- explain why people nag at them..
- Conduct an exercise with classmates to know what they think about them...follow up and explain...

* i miss the reflections we use to have during RE in SAC..especially if its conducted by miss karen..erm i think..not quite sure about her name ar...too many teachers in mind...but i hope if i become a teacher, i can conduct those kinda reflections like how she used to do it..her voice damn soothing ar...wahahahahahahha

most importantly, investigate the kind of family they come from, who their friends are, get to know the kinda history they have, build rapport with them to make it easier to make them open up...i really thought about all this throughout the day today..esp in the cab omw back to school. I think today,ive grown wiser and understand not to judge students by how they portray themselves...

Today made me want to become a teacher more...but i need lotsa work with the teaching part ar..ahaha!!! shit man....its ok...man man lai...like what ive heard....the further you plan, the harder destiny will hit you....so now dont plan too far..ive got to finish my contract first... k peeps..i hope you guys will see some meaning in this post..its a special one...walau 12.45am and im blogging loh!! hahaha so yea i shall stop...FULLSTOP

2007-05-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

otey otey....hmm its bout time i post something...

yay..yesterday i went prawn fishing at pasir ris camp there..i didnt know it was quite fun ar...at first it was just normal but when yongshun started doing it..i wanted to do it too..haha!! i feel bad for the prawns..thats why i dont think i will eat them.. we paid 12 bucks for an hour...24 bucks for 2 n a half hours...the uncle was damn cool ar..he doesnt need any identification..didnt even take down our name ar...what great memory. but im sooooo gonna go prawn fishing again...i got 6 or 7 prawns in 2 hours...hehe not too bad ok..for a first timer.. yongshun only got 3...hahaahaaa prawns love dinos...

Went to SP Crescendo 07 on Friday...got off work at 4...had to request for time off to make it in time...woohooo SP Crescendo rocks ar!! no not becos my sister is the chair lady... mainly bcos the contestants rocks!! woohoo i love syah ar!! so cheeky sia...hahaha and im glad irya won..she deserves it la...screamed like nobody's business...its been such a longgggggg time since i screamed like that. wooooooooohoooooo!!! damn fun! So finally my sister's event is done...told her she feel so bored n empty as theres a sudden drop in stuffs to do...been there done that..haha! now concentrate on your studies you ass!!

today's mother's day!! happy mothers day to all mums!!! without mothers..the world will be such a sucky place to live in..soo many people will be lost in life...no guidance..no luvvvv...no mothers to irritate and disturb..whahahahahaahaha i love irritating my mum..shes like so funny ar! bought her a feragamo perfume as a gift...n shout out to all..for those of you interested in buying perfume..even cheaper than dutyfree perfumes...come to mama..hahaha ive got the contact....directly shipped in from the origin country..but than again the price varies as some shipments are cheaper and some are not very very very cheap la...

next week...hectic at work!! the exams are over for most of the kids and here comes post exams activities....gonna be at esplanade on 16 may...our kids will be running all over the place..haha on saturday..so many things are happening next sat...ive got gift carnival, a friend of mine is getting engaged, theres the teaching as a career talk that day too...theres more carnivals happening at that same date!! wth...i dont think i can attend my friend's engagement ar...walau...ill see how ar...

ive been thinking....i need a degree...but i dont have the money...so im gonna think some more...neway, i have a bond to finish at my current job..but 1 year bond is like kinda short...its already half done...i dont think ill be at m current job forever...but then again im happy here...ill probably end the contract..so thats 2 years...it will end on 15 December 2008...ill be like turning 23 then..walau!!! nvm need more thinking...for those kids out there...just get a fucking degree before you regret it...which u will ar..so just GET IT..listen to the dinos ok..they're like ancient creatures..whhahahahahahha

hmm guess thats about all for now..my sister pestering me to hurry up...aHFGEhwjkfeBEDSGJEWKHFKSNFJSDGFJDHNFJSNFJ ass!! jealous people..ahahaha this is the first time im using my sister's laptop to blog..wohoooo!!

watched fullhouse by the way..kinda nice..nice sountrack too...n now i kinda like michael buble songs...the recent ones..wanna go check out his album..wah if i were to buy the album..that will be my first CD!! whahahaha!! wtf..first cd.21 years!!! hahaha!

ok ok thats abt all for now..i love you peeps man...i wanna cry..hahahahahahahahhahaha RITE!! bye yall...MUACKS!!!

whhattaaaa weeeeeekkkk...

2007-04-21T17:01:00.000+08:00

WALAU!!! I TYPED OUT LIKE SO MUCH N NOW ITS ALL GONE!!

HERES THE PIC I PROMISED...IM SO FED UP I DONT WANNA TYPE EVERYTHING OUT AGAIN!! WTF!!!!

Resting Weekend

2007-04-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

Wohoooooooo!!!

Heya Lovelies...i love this song la...

hmm my mind is blank now..i dont know what to type..n i dont know what cherie is talking about continuing the tag...i was thinking about what she meant from just now but i dont know..cherie..what are u trying to say ar?

I think having period sucks...it makes me dumb!! wahhaahhahaahha!! not much apetite to eat la.....pimples coming out la....incovenience of having to change pads n all..bloated tummy n all..WALAU!!!

Oh yes, on my way to work the day after Man Utd thrashed Roma..my day was made by a pakcik who was roaring his lungs out on his mobile just talking about the match..Its like WTH man Pakcik!! he was shouting into his phone..shocked by the score..The whole bus was shocked when he started talking and then when he continued talking, we all got irritated...i think he needs hearing aid or something...either him or his friend on the line...when i left the bus i was so relieved..then thinking about him and the others still on the bus, i laughed...

oh i went to century square with my mum the other day and i bought this very interesting thing..its a wooden dinosaur miniature..iz wanted to fix it together but i said NO....i want to do it myself..theres a special bond between the dino and me..n so later i will fix it..probably take a pic of it n post here..hehe! im sure all of u would want to see it too!! Then im gonna put it on my desk at work to decorate it...i hate piling up work on my desk so im gonna pile it up with my own stuff...

i planned to go back to SP to help out in the nightwalk tonight but cancelled my plan..thinking i have some work to do over this weekend..designing stuff and ill be too shagged to do work tmr if i were to go over...aiya dont think i will contribute much if i go also la rite..hehe n dont think the brohood will go too cos seelan,shun n jagass will be flying off to taiwan tomorrow...senthil is in OBS n im left with kacang..whaahha!!

Had real fun at netball training yesterday..we had quite a number of new faces yesterday and a handful of girls dint turn up too...but it was fun cos we had a friendly match with one of the teams there...it was like so impromptu..just so happen the other team consist of my elder sister's friends from SAC so they approached us..we totally thought we will lose cos they are all tall and slim n we are not as good netball player looking la...n so we played n won..a few accidents happened..whahahaha i fell sia!!! luckily i didnt land on my opponent..she would not have survived that night..whahahaha!!! (did u guys feel the tremor last night?) LOL!

After that my 3rd sis n me took 14 home..we were sooo hungry n shagged...i was so shagged that i went to bed without eating..a hungry man is an angry man but a sleepy man is bloody sleepy...wahahahahahaha..dinos too...

Next week ill be busy preparing for Junyuan's Cross Country at Bedok Reservoir on Sat..which is like kongy's bday...we go out the week after ok kong?

Hmm thats all i can think of right now...u guys take care...thanks for reading the blogasaur and peace out yo!!

Lotsa Rawrs & Love,
The Saurus

Ive Got You...

2007-04-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hey hey heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ok enuff of barney..but i still love u guys...haha

Had health screening in school on tuesday...everything was good for me except for one thing..i need to lose weight!!! The rest, blood, cholesterol, urine is GOOD...hehe k need to exercise more...damn~~~

hmm ok this weekend supposedly a nice long weekend is so so short for me...I was filming the SYF Drama performances at CJC for 2 days..what an easy task..rec and stop..haha! n i get to see 21 plays!! cool or what..haha but i guess ill have to convert to CD and all la...so the diff part starts on monday!

neways, on thursday, from work, i went to FO Camp at sembawang...stayed overnight there without sleep and friday went to SP to wait for my sister to end camp to take a cab home together...when i was waiting n waiting, shasha called me..i forgot i was suppose to meet her that day...so i left my sister and went to meet esha.. i had to wait for her to finish work so i was sitting at the busstop..n guess what! i slept there!! at the busstop!!! woke up to stares..hahaha!! i couldnt be bothered..i was dead sleepy!! we went to serangoon and ate at Gurkha Palace...the food was fantastic yo!! n we ate like obese pigs!! wahahahah

after that we walked to Mustafa Centre..on the way, we were approached by 2 south australians...old couple la..they wanted to go to mustafa centre to buy shoes for the hubby..cute la rite!! so we showed them the way...to the shoes department...they said they wouldnt have found it without our help..like of course! wahhahaha n there were like tons n tons of indians!! n so we shopped around for awhile and took a cab home..i was soooo soooo tired......

today...one of my classmates in poly got engaged!! omg how scary is that rite?! but im so so sooo happy for her...finding someone for life at my age...people are getting engaged n married..n i still dont have my first boyfriend!! wtf!! male dinos are extinct boohooo......

so yea went to the ceremony and took a bus to tampines interchange, bought $130 isetan vouchers for my collegue's farewell gift and a card n took a bus home...im still tired..need to replenish my sleep n ive only got one day left to rest...thats all for now...take care u guys!!!

LOVING YOU ALWAYZZ!!

A New Phase of Life~

2007-04-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

Gee..all of you must be like..what the hell is she thinking?!! barney?!! whahahaha cute la rite...No worries, it wont last that long...if i remember to change it la...

Tell me my blog skin is nice n cute..wahahhaha i LOVE IT!!!!!

My apologies to all..just been busy with things.. ya ya ya yea rite...hehe Ya lah..just dint feel like blogging...n so today, i broke the record!! haha!

So, now 21 years old liao..OMFG!!! its like so wth!! time is not flying anymore...its rocketing!! i dont have the time to reflect on myself yet..DAMN! I need to think...i so need to think about a lot of things but i just dont have the time or dont feel like it...

work...i love it but then again im sad to say that i dont think ill be there forever..ill probably go into teaching in a year or two...hmm thats it for now..ill try blogging in school...if i can!! hehe you peeps take care LOVE YOU ALL!!! MUACKS!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Hong Bao Ken Wo Share Lai~

2007-02-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

Halo halo everybodieeeeeeeeee........

Hows everything going? Good? good....I suck for not updating my blog for like ages..wahahaha sorry ar... neways happy new year!!! let us all usher in the year of the babi with open arms...non muslims only...WAHAHAHAHAHA The other day, my sisters and i were watching TV and there was an advertisement on Airpork...n my 3rd sister started laughing saying my 4th sister was on TV..n we all laughed like shit..wahahahahahah freaking funny la...

Neways, everything is well on my side...work great, friends great, family great.....so yea..not much updates yo...I hope my first sis will be married off soon..wahahahahaha my mum is so irritated by her late night outings..dammmmmmmnnnnnnnn n they quarrelled n my mum nagged at me...gosh..i wanna buy a carton of oranges to eat...miss getting sore throat during chinese new year...woohooo i love this year cos it has lots of holiday...i love 7...2007 rock yo!! Hmm....what else what else...oh im going Johor tmr!! weeeeeeeee!!~ its been a long time yo! we r now arguing abt who to sit in front..like ME of course...i cant believe these peeps...

Having muscle aches all over my body due to netball last friday..damnn...i love it...sweat a lot since like dont know when..hahaha hope to have netball every week...wohooo then i can lose weight n be fit ...n shit man i cant shoot..its been like 10 years since i last shoot the hoop but i like jumping n catching the ball..please dont let me shoot...i cant perform under pressure...dammmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnn need more practise...need a netball ball..hmm maybe i should go buy one...hehe

well, think thats all for now...will try updating frequently..love ya peeps..n yea Oi dont forget to share the hongbaos with me yo! Miss yall!! muacks!

When i was a young boy...

2007-01-28T01:23:00.000+08:00

A piece of good news: i passed my driving licence on wednesday...

On the other hand, yesterday morning, my grandmother passed away....I had a bad feeling when i left the night before...but im also glad her suffering has ended... She has been in pain for 10 days in the hospital and so many things have happened and will happen as she goes...

Im glad that she went on a friday, an auspicious day for muslims..and im glad the weather was fine when she was buried..im glad she went in the morning so she could be buried on that very day...she was a good person..lots of love from her family and friends.

That morning, i reached JYSS early and started on my work which was piling up as i took 2 days off for driving...and at around 8+, i got an sms from my sister...grandma passed away...so i just stood there for awhile quietly for some time..then i went into my principal's room n asked her if i could leave...she allowed me ..i then told my company i was leaving and made necessary arrangements...i then left a note on my collegue's table n went off...took a cab to the hospital n cried silently in the cab..just thinking of her and how she was...even though we dont spend much time together, we interacted and i felt sad that now shes gone forever. Went up to the ward n see her space empty..i have been there everyday after work to see her trying hard to breathe and helping her rub her chest to calm her down and let her know we are there with her all the time..how i wish i was there when she took her last breath..my parents said she went slowly and calmly...

Went back to her house to help make preparations...when she was brought back...it was sad to see her just laying still...without a life..im still not use to seeing her just still...When i had my last look at her..kissed her forehead, i didnt cry....only did when they closed her face and wrapped her up...gone forever. No more grandma in my life...no more going to my grandma's house on weekends or on the first day of hari raya...no more grandma's cooking...the worse...my dad lost his mother forever...he already lost his dad before this. Then it made me think of my future...one day, i will be in his position...we will all lose our parents sometime...i wont know how to deal with that yet. Wont go into that....but sometimes, i do think about it and ill cry and im sure all of us will....

No more family gatherings on my dad's side...no more meeting my cousins on the first day of hari raya at my grandma's house...all her talents n skills lost...no more buying sireh leaves for my grandma...no more eating nice traditional kuih made by her..no more stories....missing her voice and her laughter, her walk n the touch of her skin...her beautiful eyes n her hair...i realize its harder to move on....especially for my dad...i thought of how he was raised by her from young..n how he grew up. Thought of how he took care of her when she was old....sick....never fail to visit her every week..i never see him cry...but im sure he did.

Babies....

2007-01-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

omgosh..so many things have happened...lastest happening..my grandma was hospitalised on friday..thursday night actually..n im down with a flu too!!

for those of u who wanna read about what happened on the first day, read my 3rd sister's multiply blog..she has poured her heart out n had made many people really sad just reading her post..hehe true la...this is the link...http://juliker.multiply.com/journal/item/8?mark_read=juliker:journal:8

went to the hospital on friday night n stayed till late, spent the whole day at the hospital yest, missed shazana's bday party, went to the hosp today morning n return earlier cos i didnt wanna pass my virus..

so i went to the hospital this morning at about 8+am to find my third sister sleep sitting in front of the vending machine..i coughed n she woke up..haha! we then called our dad who was inside to ask him to open the door..as some of u know Changi hospital doesnt really entertain visitors at irregular hours..we have our strategy la..my dad n third sis were like on overnight duty n it was like changing shifts to accompany my grandma..so when i arrived, they left.

So i sat with my grandma..She was in B2..5 of them in a room..no TV no automated bed...just infront of the reception counter so its kinda noisy where she is..the best thing is that she has interesting neighbours...on her right, theres this very cute, very old small skinny nyonya.. on her left is another nyonya..this one is fat n sleeps 247...infront of this nyonya is a young woman..she is handicap..but i dont really know what is her illness but her hands shake non stop..so she cant eat or drink by herself..sad la..n in front of my grandma is a 79 yr old makcik..

neways, grandma had visitors in the morning..her grandma block clan came..2 of them..they were quite noisy but cute la..haha my uncles came n at visiting hours..12+, my mum came with ET and my cousins..so i went for breakfast/lunch at the canteen with my cousins..

While eating, ET asked if there was a baby ward cos she wanted to see babies..my cousin said there are a lot of babies in my grandma's ward itself..TRUE LA! n we started naming my grandma's neighbours...

ok this is actually very insensitive so if u think we r bad, just ignore what i typed..haha dont sue me ok..

ok i just had to blog about this cos its sooo funny...it was only 5 of us..if more cousins had joined in i think we would be chased out of the hospital.

The small skinny nyonya just cant sit still...she will keep shouting Missy when she wants something or when she shit...even my grandma laughs when she starts calling out MISSY AR!!! n she will actually take off anything that the nurses put on her, as a result, she was restrained to her bed..u know the oxygen pipe that they put in their nose?

yea..yesterday, she took it out, put it in her mouth n started chewing that..wahahahahaha eww!!!

This morning, when i was there, the nurses actually paste the round stickers with wires to her chest cos they wanted to track her heartbeat..when no one was in the room, she secretly took out all the stickers n started sticking them together...(btw the wires were all coloured) I said to my uncle, "See that nyonya"...n my uncle said...." Oh..u know why? This nyonya last time technician.." I tell u, i just burst out laughing my heart out...she had this very naughty look on her face..this is my favourite neighbour...we named her...BABY TECHNICIAN... rofl!!

So, that was baby technician, my favourite baby... on the other side, the other nyonya, ok this is quite bad...shes very sick actually..i dont know what but she really sleeps like a pig..she snores loudly, farts n moan loudly..what a noisy neighbour...my cousin named her BABI BUNTING.which means pregnant pig.. so shes named BABY BABI BUNTING...

The girl whose hands cant stop shaking...shes BABY TECHNO...rofl..

so one more left...the makcik in front of my grandma...she didnt know how to use the 'call the nurse button'..as a result, she keeps on turning the lights on n off testing the buttons..shes our BABY ELECTRICIAN..ROFL

omg i tell u ..my nose was running, i was eating mee siam, i was coughing n laughing my heart out at breakfast cum lunch in the canteen...freaking funny!!! when we went back to the ward, we couldnt control ourselves..all the babies were right in front of our eyes...im gonna miss baby technician most...freakign cute u know!!! n she's so naughty n violent...n quite smart la...when she was restrained, she kept on shaking the bed railings..making so much noise so the nurse took out her restrains...she even use the bed restrains to wipe her eyes, mouth, nose..freaking funny sia!!n everyone just cant control laughing when she starts screaming MISSY AR!!! when she has visitors, she behaves very well, put on her glasses, sit up staright n talk to her visitors but when they leave, she starts again..whaahhahahaha

gosh ok..a lil back tracking..highlight of end of 2006 i won my first lucky draw prize on the 29 December 2006!!! It was an AKIRA DVD player..eventhough we tested it out n it was lousy, im so proud i won my first lucky draw ever!! wahahahaha it was at my company xmas bash in international plaza office..fun fun fun!!kinda loving work..im blessed..glad i am..i think im loving 2007..are u? well im sick but im still strong..hehe hope i dont get sent home from sch tmr for being sick...got things to do..yay! wish i can have my pc/laptop soon!!
u peeps take care...hope my grandma gets well, and hope i get well soon too...love yall!!

Merry Xmas!!!

2006-12-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey!!!Merry Xmas everyone!!!

Another year has almost end..ive got one word for that...SHIT!!! wahahahah gonna be 21 next year...same word..SHIT!!! wahahaha...Now age will past by superbly fast...speedier than senthil's driving..lolz

been so long since i last update my blog..so sorry u guys..ive been busy trying to get use to things...i dont even come online that often anymore...Its the adjustment period now..hehe

Hows work? Good..Teachers are starting to come back one by one...i guess ill have more things to do next week..Gonna be a lil hectic i guess..The people are nice..most of them la...but of course there are assholes too..no avoiding that..hahaha

I wonder how all my friends are doing..Some of you might know that im not the kinda person who looks for people...if u know me good enuff ull know..i only look for people if theres something important..i dont like this about me..n i also dont like my useless fats...useless cos it doesnt keep me warm..k nvm im just blabbering nonsense...

Night at the museum is super funny la!! worth 9.50 to watch..whahaha its recommended to all...Eragon is not bad too..handsome la the cast..cant wait for eragon 2..wanna watch death note 2..next year maybe..I need to shop for my work clothes...i need to get more formal pants n casual tops..making myself dressed as smart casual...

i wanna play netball...hmm im glad that my working hours are 8.30 to 5.30..by 6.15pm, im already home...such a big diff from the previous workplace..I feel thankful for having more time for myself...Im also thankful for all the bad experiences ive had...it makes me appreciate the things in life more...i guess people learn best the hard way.

New year is just around the corner...lets all reflect on what we have done this year n lets all look forward to a new n improved year ahead...Everyone, take some time for self reflection..it really helps...write down ure achievements, ure goals, ure thoughts..n lets all try to achieve our goals n change our negative thoughts to positive ones..make sure ure goals are realistic enough and the most important is sticking to achieve them...for me, consistency is a problem...SHIT!! hahaha

Will try to post more entries to my blogasaur here..i guess when i have a pc at work them ill blog more when i have the time..hehehe no promises ar....So everyone, Merry xmas n happy holiday!! u all wanna go out ask me k!! anytime anywhere, ill be there!! hehehe it rhymes!! Take care love u all!!!

Pics

2006-12-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

Ok Taufiq's song doesnt work cos its wma..hmm nvm in future, if theres an mp3 file ill upload..next song, xtina ...hurt. Believe it or not, i once cried with i saw the video clip of this song on mtv..its sad la..

n as promised, here are the pics from mmsp...n also included the pic of the dino thing i bought in batam..super cute la..i LOVE IT!!! take care all im outz

Positivity

2006-12-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

heloooooooooooooooooooooooo...
aiya shit la my pc's condition is getting worse..i cant even access my hotmail account now..so for those of u sending important emails, please send it to cheesehelmetsg@yahoo.com.sg Thank u!

OK 2 highlights for this post..MMSP 06/07 n CCPE Batam Trip

Went to MMSP 06/07 on friday..it was GREAT la!!! Caught up with Suzhen after a long long time..wohooooooo!! I felt so happy that the event turned out well. Eventhough i dont have the right to feel satisfied but i did...whahahahaha im so glad this year is much better than last year..but hey last year i had a lot of fun with everyone...mmsp committee n contestants 05/06 still rocks la!! too bad i have to go to batam the next day so i couldnt hang out late with the rest to catch up n all...well ive got to move on man..set my priorities..

k next, trip to batam..it was GREAT!! hmm seems like everything is great..it was fun eventhough it was a short trip...n tiring too..shagged la..i hesitated to go at first cos the fellow CCPEs i know from the final selection round were all not going...but then i just went ahead with positivity...

it was my first trip to batam but then again i can also say ive never been there before after today cos we just stayed at the hotel for the whole 2 days...n yea to a seafood restaurant for lunch...n so i didnt buy anything..just a homemade kek lapis from the tour guide called aheng n i bought something super super cute from a shop at the restaurant. will take a pic of it for u guys to see...i was so excited when i saw it..its just so ME!!ull know why later.

Aheng is super cute la..he can only speak chinese n malay but not english..so he had to speak both languages, repeating the same thing twice..n his malay is SUPER CUTE LA!! i miss listening to him talk..The trip was so beneficial for me..got to know many many many many new people...other CCPEs attached to the other schools, get to know my jobscope better...listen to the experiences the previous batches had..reinforce the importance of self reflection n ate lots of Kangkong...yes kangkong..the vege..hahahaha

I thought it was kinda like an outdoor camp but it was all indoor...hmm maybe they should have called it a workshop instead of a boot camp...hehe..people at explomo rocks!! n of course the fellow ccpes rock too..went home, unpacked n suddenly felt super shagged so i fainted on my bed..wahhahaa till 11+am today. Looking forward to go further...

Eh for those of u who like watching Korean, Taiwanese show, watch My Girl..damn nice la the show..better than Princess Hours..n the guys so much cuter la!! I cried a lot of times watching this show..i can just sit in front of the tv for a whole day just watching it..im serious!!

I love this song by Taufik Batisah..my elder sis bought both Taufik's n hady's cd..whahaha we're so lucky...lately, my siblings including the elder one fight over the pc alot..childishness....all these irritating brats..whahahaha i got to get back on my work..i was sewing a cape for my aunt n thought i better use the pc now since its free or else ill have to join the fight later..will upload more pictures later...adios amigos

Irreplaceable...

2006-11-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

haiyaaaaaa...sian arrr...my antivirus ended so we bought the newer one from Mr Sam...However, my pc is still sick..sick with Spyware, Trojan n shit...SHIT LAR... help anyone?

neways, i love this song by Beyonce ..Irreplaceable.. nice rite? Everytime i see Beyonce, im reminded of Mr Senthilgumar s/o Suppuramaniam..hmm did i get the spelling right? hehe...cos he loves beyonce so much...sad its only a one way thing..whahahahahahahahaha..like DUH!!!

Speaking of the indians in the brotherhood, Gunaseelan s/o Subramaniam is a dumbass...didnt tell me he's going down for the MMSP camp..he claims he did..but he DIDNT LOH!! but poor thing la he..cant even go down for the actual event..i know he wants to go damn bad..hmm its ok seelan ill take pictures for u..if i have the time..whahahahahah i just heard from my sister jeremy ratnum is the host..cant wait to see him again la!!! n take picture!!! dont think he remembers me from Talentime two years ago..hmm watever la..still cant wait to see him..

kayz yesterday was a long day out for me...woke up in the morning to send some bridal clothes to their house in tampines...then went to take bus 293 to the interchange to take a train to city hall to meet kong n cher...i was late...according to singapore time..but according to my handphone time, i was early...SORRYYYYY...not my fault my handphone time ran slower right? its been about 4 months since we last saw cherie but for me time flies soooo fast...just for me apparently cos kong said its very very slow for her...ate at swensens n walked around...took pictures...SEE

we even met leok si..saw her when i was at the atm machine...its like the librarians reunite..whahahahaha took picture at mac with leok si too...

then met my cousin at city hall mrt...shes 14 n doesnt know how to get to suntec from the mrt station.....hmm no comments....so i had to walk back to ct hall n all the way back to suntec n millenia walk...to wait for my aunt to end work at 5.30..we then proceeded to trader's hotel to wait for another cousin ...it was her school prom n asked my aunt to do make up for her..she was late..n my aunt was sick...since she was sick, we cancelled our trip to SP..so right now, half of the family is sick, the mom, the sis n the lil brat..whahahaha they vomit a lot...hope i dont catch the virus cos i wanna go batam..saw some kinda foam fair at tanglin mall...kids are lucky asses...they can just play with foam along the streets n no one will be staring..but picture dinos playing foam????...n so we just took a pic...lucky brats

got home n chilled...then my sis got home..stressed kid..whahahahaha poor thing la..but lucky she has me to nag at..nagging helps alot...come on try nagging non stop till u lose ure breath n u have said everything u wanna say...great feeling after that..n scream n shout n use ure facial expressions n all while u nag..GREAT

oh yes, i got bored the day before yesterday n started to make bread pudding..it was nice laaa....taste like cinnamon...cos theres cinnamon powder in it...but its nice only when eaten moderately..once u exceed a certain amount..u can get sick of it...but i like laaaa...another must keep recipe for mua...

oh yea im going to batam on 2nd n 3rd dec for the boot camp...i wonder what kinda camp its gonna be like...hmm..n got a call from jerome yesterday to inform me that he's sending my resume over to kuo chuan presbyterian..they might want me he said..but its in bishan laaa...but nvm la time for me to explore the other side to the mrt line..get to now bishan area...if i get that school la...IM so BROKE right now...

On my way...am on my way to getting nowhere...

2006-11-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

eh eh ehhhhh...lol nice song here...rockish!! i like~~~

On My Way Lyrics
Artist(Band):Off By One

[BOB YOUR HEADS & TAP YOUR FEET EVERYONE!!! WOOHOOOOO]
Ask me what I want to be,
and I will say I will be me
Nothing more and nothing less today
cause yesterday you'll see
Nothing changes in my world
I'm just looking for a thrill
Why does everybody have to be somebody

Chorus:

And I'll be
On my way I'm on my way to getting nowhere
Follow me cause where I go I'll go forever
You can come too, if you want too,
I'll mess you up too, if you dare
On my way I'm on my way to getting nowhere

Go to work get out of bed,
put a bullet through my head
Cause I would rather be a garbage man you understand
Count the money I don't make as I make my next mistake
Tell your dad I got my future planned I'm in a band

Chorus:

So you're going nowhere
What if you hate it when you get there?
There's more to life your life moves to fast
The breath you take might be your last

HAHAHAHA how was that? coolies or what..well today is a very weird day for me...Ive been planning for today since last week n i did nothing so far..sometimes i hate being a piscean,,moody like f***...hehehe i hate mood swings!! it is where attitude problem develops...shit larrrrr

supose to send my xray film and bank book to explomo but got a message in the morning alicia wont be in the office so ill have to go tmr...suppose to have a movie marathon today...but lazy...suppose to watch deathnote, step up, oh in ohio...aiya a lot of movies la...but lazy n waste money...hmm maybe i should'nt watch ANY of them..wahahahaha depend on my mood tmr i guess...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! so ill be deployed in a sch on 15 dec...2-3 dec i have orientation camp outside singapore..i wonder where la...dont tell me pulau ubin....n its just 2 days somemore!!! whahahaa sekali sentosa!!!!

for your information, these are my top 6 choice of schools to be deployed to....

1-Victoria Junior College

2-Tampines Junior College

3-Chongzheng Primary

4-Meridian Junior College

5-Siglap Secondary School

6-Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School

hmmm what do u think? hahaha i know the last choice is quite crazy..cos ...its in bishan..but me n my dad made the decision together....awwwww sweeetttttt..

so now im plucking grapes again...its kinda good in some ways..cos when i get bored, ill start cleaning up my room...okay...fine... just my stuffs...now am at the advanced stage...all my BD stuff is in a mess n the messiest of the messiest will be stuffs from union...for those who dont know, i dont throw most of my stuffs..i like to throw stuffs but ill try to reason it out...if i can find a reason on how it can be useful to me in the future, i will keep it...all my poly notes from year 1 are still under my bed...collecting thick dust..wahahahaha...n all the stuffs from union events are still with me...gonna file them all nicely...already did for some events..but MMSP n fo stuffs really very messy...hmm ill continue after this then...

oh...im finally USING my bed...i sleep on my bed now..whahaahaha it used to be filled with stuffs n ill sleep on the floor on a mattress but now im on my bed again..my creaky bed..super noisy la...eh eh!! its NOT ME okayyy its the BED!!! washed all my soft toys over the weekend...n my childhood monkey (i call him nyet nyet) ear's came out!! n everybody laughed...INSENSITIVE MORONS!!!!whahaahahahaha but the ear is cute la..ill sew it back on u ok nyet nyet...no worries...big mama is here..

I miss....

2006-11-06T13:59:00.000+08:00

i miss being in school...be it going for lectures n tutorials daily, chionging for projects, playing around with lecturers n classmates, going for meetings, just hanging out in union or having for union events.... looking back at these pictures brings back sweet memories..

Conclusion: GROWING UP SUCKS!!!!

When reality hits, even when u already know it, u will realize again that after school, ure really going to do just one thing for about 10 hours a day for the rest of your life..n that is work.. so say 10 hrs is gone for work...24hrs-10hrs =14 hrs...n of course u need sleep..say 8 hrs a day? 14hrs-8hrs= 6hrs. Getting ready for work..shower n all..say about 1hr...then of course when u come back from work..another shower..another 1hr...that leaves u with only 4 hrs left..ull need to eat n all...say breakfast n dinner...1hr...3 hrs left..how do u expect to have a life with just 3 hrs...what about TV????

Conclusion: THANK GOD FOR WEEKENDS!!! (for those who dont have to work again on weekends)

People say u must enjoy yourself while doing work..Everybody agrees but how many people actually does? Its all a matter of being positive/ignorant...which is still good but still quite sad actually...Therefore kiddos out there..appreciate where u are at n let it sink into you cos whats there in the future aint that pleasant afterall...

OH!!! I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST!!! ahahahahahaha dammmm...i hate kerbs...i was an idiot!!!! i hit the freaking kerb twice..not only that, i almost mounted a kerb once...talking about stupidity!! Oh n i have to talk about this particular MAT..he passed (his second time la) n he was sooooo happy that he looked at me, smiled n then shouted YES!!! ALOUD!! BLOODY FREAKING HDJRHEWJKFNEWJGDEWAJDFKELANFJKSGFJEWHAFJEBFHREGFRJEALGNEFJKDSFDAGKLERAJGFJKEBHFJKSHDEWUJRJEWBF!!!!!....IDIOT!!...whahahahahaha

HMM..what else what else..oh yea..i went to apply for a post called CCPE..CCA program executive...went to the final selection workshop on friday..had fun, got to know quite a number of people...oh!! i got to know Aida's cousin too..surayah..hehehe.

About this job, basically, ill be attached to one school n ill be assisting teachers to organize events n activities for the school..apart from the admin job have to do also la..i like this job cos its really something different, ill get to work in school n dont think its boring..compared to GAI..besides, i get to see the working life of teachers too...hmmmm..which is good for me...

Turnoff: salary not high (but expenses not high too since ill be in sch) n ill get bonus at the end of 1 year...n its a 2 years contract job subject to extension n its a 1 yr bond..what shld i do? shld i go for it? Just got an email today saying im selected n have to go for the medical checkup..have to sign the appointment letter by Thursday..should i go for it? i think i will...

went to celebrate Kacang's (sharyfie) bday on sat..SHIT i just dropped my phone n the batt came off...must be bcos i mention kacang's name..whahahahaha I NEED A NEW PHONE..my keypad sucks!! Neways, before that, went out with my mom n pendis to buy a printer from Challenger at Tamp..finally i have a working printer...dont have to shamelessly go to my cousin's place to print or go to Fengshan CC to print...freaking bad service u know!! the boy was serving me without taking his eyes off from his pc..making sure his robot dont fall down the cliff n DIE!! he would run off once his robot is about to fall.. freaking messy, papers all over the desk till he dont know where he put the log-in book...stoooopiddddd....

OK back to kacang's bday...nice to see everybody again...bought him some long beans as the sabo gift..hahaha damn funny la..one of the long beans is actually short..especially chosen for him..wahhaahahha i cant help but laugh to myself when i saw that particular short long bean..hahahahahaha if only NTUC Tamp has the small tin GROW milk..would have been perfectoooo!!! for those of u who r still lost, just for your info, kacang is a cute lil short guy...always disturbed for his height when we were in school...he's twenty now...this is kacang n his lil cute bro...happy bday fiefie..

oh yea did i mention we have hott new neighbours? whahahahahahaa they r mixed chinese n pakistani..wohoooo..the elder bro not that handsome la...we label him vidal cos he has long black hair..whahahaha then the bro super handsome la..like eurasian sia...hes in VJC somemore..smart n cute...what more can a girl ask for? whahahahahaha... Even my mom is being gay abt them..whhahaha Theres this time when i went tot he busstop n vidal came to the busstop not long after...my mom called:

Mom: Eh, r u still at the busstop?
Me: Ya..why?
Mom: There..that vidal sassoon also there right?
Me: YA..eh u got nothing better to do izzit? Disturb people oni..
Mom: giggles~ ok la bye

Cheeky....but i like~ wahahahahaha i love my family's sense of humour... with regards to our new neighbour, we've had our own small embarassing accidents before this...like we caught vidal at the staircase adjusting his long hair..whahahaha VAIN SIA!!! n one of our embarassing scenes would include me n my 3rd sister singing some old malay song horribly in the lift lobby like some idiots....n vidal was at the staircase...wahahahhahaha dumb asses u know!!!

Went to Sri Warna 's Hari Raya Celebration yesterday at Orchid Country Club with my aunts, mom...okay la the event..a lil boring..wont say its worth my 35 bucks...here r some pics..took pic with shah from anugerah screen n erlin montel girl..hehehe im getting fatter la siaaaaa..shit i need to start working soon!! After that, we went out to Mamu Kam's house..he's super funny la!! ate like a freaking pig la yesterday..blueak...

hmm i think thats all for now..whatta long post..u all not sick of reading long long posts ar? hahahah tc love yall! muacks!!

Got myself back...

2006-10-25T20:31:00.000+08:00

Gee..my apologies everyone...its been such a LONG time since i last update..hehe well, i was busy with a lot of stuffs and my pc was always occupied by the other 'mangkuks' in the house...wahhahaha

Went to Johore on Sat...with my whole family except for my eldest sis...it was on me for getting my first pay. My aunts went with their family too. Overall, the trip was okay....bought hari raya goodies there and of course get to hang out with family members as we dont get to meet often...I was the oldest among the cousins...but hey, who cares? whahahaha

We went to break our fast at this hotel la..i forgot the name of the hotel...but who cares again? LOL we ate like PIGS la!!!! Superbly KIASU sia Singaporeans...goshhh thinking of it makes me wanna vomit...the food was Okay...not really up to my expectations la...unimpressive...im uploading some pics from the trip to my photobucket but seems to be having troubles doing that now so u'll see if its sucessful la ok...if it is then ull get to see some pics la...

Neways, i left GAI on Tuesday last week..that was my last day..and my happiest day ever since i joined the company too..wahahahhaha but im also sad to leave friends there of course...people like Lay hoon, Leo, Suan Teck...hang on ther guys... and also people from other dept like Lazis, Udi, Athika....etc. Nevertheless, in conclusion, i have no regrets..just memories. I distributed chocolates to all before i left and got to talk to everyone for the last time... My collegues were sweet though..they gave me presents and we took pictures and all..oh..by the way, i sat on my boss's desk..wahahahaha Whatever it is, its been a good learning experience at GAI...

After that, i went full force to prepare for Hari Raya...I had to make 12 boxes of my popular honey cornflakes..whahahahaha..luckily i had helpers sometimes...im so sick of cornflakes but if people cant get enuff of it, what can i do right? whahahaahahhaa so action riteee~ Well, it was one of the most tiring hari raya preps so far for me...Luckily i couldnt fast for the last few days and since i was not working, i went full force to clean the house... Super Tiring la... The mangkuks were not helpful at all on some days cos they were TIRED..come back from school then sleep.......like "WTF MANGKUKS!! SOMEBODIEEEE STOPP ME FROM HITTING THEM NOWWWWW!!!" whahaahha i know la ure tired ok..i forgive u mangkuks since its hari raya...

went to highlight my hair RED... At first i was hesitating cos i thought it would look wild...but then again, i thought..what the heck...i need more excitement in my life..wahahaha so now, i like to wear red cos it matches my hair..whahahahahaha First day of hari raya was like shit! whahahaha my family fell asleep while waiting for people...then once 1 family came, everyone else started coming too...soooo many families clash n my house became superbly warm n stuffy..till people had to wait in the freaking kitchen...like WTF IRRITATINGGGGGG LAAAAA...Couldnt even mingle with my cousins much...would have been more fun... We should have a schedule for guest arrival...create some program rundown or something like that...Dino Land is just not big enuff for sooo many people.. The situation was just like tons of assholes who keep on streaming into pizza hut non stop even if there's no more seats. At least Pizza Hut is air conditioned for goodness sake...

And now im jobless again...just like the title, i got myself back...thats how i feel right now, but i really hope i get a job soon, dont wanna pluck grapes for too long la...OH..btw tmr's my driving test..wahahahahahah im not feeling as nervous as i thought i will be....hmm good in a way but also bad in a way! i have to revise after this..hahaha N tmr the guys in my class will be going for their NS right? GOOD LUCK!!! i truly Hope you guys have a great memorable experience....

Nice right my blog new song..lol Its actually from the show Princess Hours...Shin is so charming laaaaa....omg...the funny thing is i didnt really follow the show (thought it was superbly dumb at first) but got hooked at the end of it...even if i didnt know shin's character that well, i cried when he cried!!!! SPEECHLESS...

Im also uploading some pics from yesterday...first day of Hari Raya...My cousin's son, Abdul Latiff is like superbly cute la!! MOST HANDSOME KID IN THIS WORLD!!! Totally look like Steven Gerard from Liverpool...ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

FREAKING CUTE RIGHT!!!! I seriously wonder how he will be when he turns into a MAT age..whahahahaha when i think of MAT, it reminds me of people like Shafiq n Farhan..wahahahahaha....but of course Latiff will be wayyyyyyyyy more handsome then them..wahahahahahahahaha funny laaaaaaaaa

Neways here are the pics from the Johore Trip...

Here are some pics from Raya First Day..I HAVE A SEXY GRANDMA..WOOOHOOOOO

2006-10-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

Whatta week...

One of my uncles passed away on Thursday night. He was a good man. I only knew of it on Friday morning..after sahur. N i was shocked. After work, on Thursday i called home n my sister answered the call saying mum wasnt home, was at the hospital. I had the urge to call my mum to ask what time she will be back cos if she's coming back home late, i wanna go to the hospital to see him for the second time. But i didnt. And so, i didnt get to see him for the last time. Not even during the funeral cos there were so many people. He was only 55. It was so sad...ive never seen my grandpa cried like that...Well, whatever it is, life goes on...lots went thru my head when i thought about what happened...

Life, my parents, my sins, my behaviour, religion....a lot. Most of the time i thought how my family will be if we were to lose our dad or mum forever. Came out with no conclusion eventhough i know one day, it will definitely happen...

Its easy to think of things but to put it into action is something else. We always take things for granted when we have them...eventhough we appreciate them once in awhile...and will realize only when we lose em. I dont really know what im talking about cos im being so general now...but its whats going thru my stupid brain...Hmm i think i need some time for self reflection..to think about things...

i miss the times in SAC when we will spend a few minutes of silence to reflect during our RE lessons or even during assembly. Sometimes we will have a few minutes of silence to just listen to our surroundings...Its been such a long time since i did something like that.ive always liked those moments...it relaxes the mind and self reflection really helps an individual to see themselves and try to improve...

i tendered my resignation on Wed...n so my last day will be Tue,17/10. They already have someone coming in to replace me on that Monday..fast or what... She's a degree holder some more... I wonder how she will be when she finds out what she will be doing...Study so hard for a degree and end up reading someone else's emails, printing them out for him, sorting them out...and when he's done with all the papers(within 15 mins), do filing...n of course let him nag at you for doing a lil mistake...(compulsory for newbies) Besides that, when he's outside, he will call u up to do this and that for him....OH...and every morning, update his calendar, wash his cup and fill it up with warm water...hahaha...omg the best part is sorting and filing the long outdated emails the previous girls left behind in torn boxeS under the table. Oh n not to mention finding his scribbled workings that he made when he quote to his customers..god help you if the workings are in the boxes under the table. Gee, im so glad im leaving...may the new girl enjoy herself sitting right in front or him somemore..lucky thing he's only there half a day... i came in with so much hope and positivity and look at me now..lolz

dont even have time to check emails...im sick of reading emails...cos thats what i do everyday at work...gosh myra should be fined for flooding people's emails...lolz

I hate the haze..its so scary on Fri night and yesterday afternoon..Thursday nite i was at kampong Glam...n it was eerie having thick haze n not many people around..i didnt think the cab driver could see us cos we ended up calling one. N yesterday afternoon...it was so intense that i almost ditch my frens..hahaha.. I didnt put on my contacts cos of the haze...when i was outside,i experienced eye irritation and it was a lil hard to breathe..n they say i was bullshitting...if i was i wouldnt go out u asses! gee sometimes i feel like punching some people...especially when they r being rude and it was totally uncalled for...

HMM..guess thats about it for now...u peeps enjoy ureselves...n sorry cos ive not been in touch much..Just keep in mind ure all loved okayy...a few people missed me?...i missed u guys too mannnnn..whahahahaha... gonna cut my hair next week i think...its getting harder to maintain..thinking of highlighting red..whaddoya think??

Peace outz

2006-10-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

This song is so nice n sweet...im in love with it..its gentle yet hard...the meaning is sweet(soft) and makes u sing ure heart out by really SINGING or some call it shouting(hard)...ENJOY!

THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS
"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven[to fade]

2006-10-01T11:24:00.000+08:00

Guuuuudd morning to all!! hope ure having a nice weekend.

Newsflash: im gonna tender my resignation tmr!!! haha some people like Deborah Kong may ask, what took u so long? and the answer: I just drafted my letter..haha no time to draft la before this..plus I didn’t have the mood to write. I cant wait for my last day. I wonder how the feeling will be like…. Sorry? Sadness? Happy? Satisfaction? Freedom? Regret?

Damn I hate regretting so lets hope its not regret. Am I taking the right steps? Something in me says hang on there n something plus some people says GET OUT n find something better. I hate myself for being so indecisive and soft sometimes.

Sometimes I wish I can just say what I REALLY wanna say to some people(older people). I have a problem…I can’t express myself well..SHIT LA. I respect people who doesn’t deserve the respect sometimes. Its good in a way but bad in a way too.

Suppose to have an interview on Thursday so I took half day…Thursday am, they called me n say the person is on MC so have to reschedule the interview to another day..i insisted to have it on Saturday hehehe… So, on Thursday I went home n watched tv for awhile, showered n met Deborah Kong to do up a birthday “card”. It was so nice la our soccer field!! Hahaa she said she will send me an MMS..where is it KONGY!!

YAY Hady Mirza won!!!! Wooooohooooooooo!!! Omg I screamed like a dinosaur that night! Whahahahahaa its been such a long time since that happened. FUN FUN FUN. Went over to my aunt’s place next door cos my dad was sleeping n I didn’t want to NOT scream n I didn’t want to wake him up too…

ET told me to tell her the results n when I called her she rejected…STOOPID ASSHOLE! Meetings can stop for a few minutes rite..im sure everyone wants to know who won..BODOH NAK MAMPOS. Oh on Thursday she sms me to ask if im going to Bedok interchange..then I didn’t reply..n when I saw her at interchange with Terence, I shouted n shouted like one idiot n she didn’t turn…ASSSSSSSHOLEEEE then I called her don’t know how to pick up the phone…BODOH!! Everyone at the bus stop was staring at me loh..KNN.

Went out with esha yesterday n her sister..had fun..ate at Magic Wok..freaking full la!! I almost vomited..omg its sinful to eat so much but I had no choice! Then met some people along the way….Bryan working at Creative Marina Square, Agnes working at Mini Toons, Marina Square and saw Vincent, Biao Yong and Puwen at city link…haha met so many people!!

At about 10 o’clock, my mum called to ask me to go home..gosh sometimes I really don’t get her. Im 20 for goodness sake n im a good kid..everyone knows that! Whahahaha ok seriously, I know that she wont be happy if I come back too late but still, why must she call everytime n make herself angry…haiz. N I only have my weekends for my social life..n it’s a SATURDAY!!! I got home at about 11.30pm n both my parents didn’t talk to me…xxxxed up rite but its ok now…I always stay home on Sundays unless I really wanna go out…im a good kid cos I appreciate my parents n I don’t wana disappoint them but late home-coming should be ok as long as I inform them, she knows who im with and eventually i come home right? Whatever it is, I understand their situation n im grateful to have them as my parents…

This song nice rite!!! Hahaha.. I was thinking of what song to put up…When I listen to the radio, I always hear nice songs but dunno by who so wasted la…This coming weekend m gonna be busy again…Friday and Saturday breaking fast outside with friends..n Sunday, better stay home.hehehe Whats gonna happen to me..on weekdays..i don’t know..quite exciting rite..hahaha k la…enuff of nagging, I love nagging…I hope all u loved friends have fun and stay happy always. I love u guys!!

2006-09-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

This song rocks...Makes me wanna scream and jump around!!

Earthquakes in Singapore? YEA thats me! wahahahahaha

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"Welcome To The Black Parade"

When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,

would you be the saviour of the broken,

the beaten and the damned?"

He said "Will you defeat them,your demons,

and all the non believers,

the plans that they have made?

"Because one day I'll leave you,

A phantom to lead you in the summer,

To join the black parade.

"When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,

would you be the saviour of the broken,

the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling

she's watching over me.

And other times I feel like I should go.

And through it all, the rise and fall,

the bodies in the streets.

When you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,We'll carry on

And though you're dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on

And in my heart I can't contain it

The anthem won't explain it.

A woman sends you reeling

from decimated dreams

Your misery and hate will kill us all.

So paint it black and take it back

Lets shout it loud and clear

Defiant to the end

We hear the call

To carry on

We'll carry on

Though you're dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on

And though you're broken and defeated

Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears

Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers

Ooh oh ohhhh

Take a look at me

cause I could not care at all

Do or die

You'll never make me

Because the world, will never take my heart

You can try, you'll never break me

You want it all, you wanna play this part

I won't explain or say I'm sorry

I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar

Give a cheer, for all the broken

Listen here, because it's only you

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero

I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero

I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on

Though you're dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

You'll carry on

And though you're broken and defeated

Your weary widow marches on

We'll carry onWe'll carry onWe'll carry onWe'll carry

We'll carry on

(Do or die, you'll never make meBecause the world, will never take my heart

You can try, you'll never break meYou want it all, you wanna play this part) [x2]

2006-09-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey heyyyyyyyyyyyy

i miss so many things...i miss blogging daily, i miss meeting my friends, i miss going to school, i miss doing everything i used to do...A LOT OF THINGS

oh last week...was the worse week ive ever had in 20 years of my life..haha actually only on tuesday n wed only. I dont know what came over me that i made so many mistakes n pissing people off. gosh really felt like walking out of work, go home n just sleep...but i didnt..haha just went to the toilet n god knows what happened in there.

im gonna tender my resignation soon cos i really dont see myself working for a long time there..working with that old man who doesnt read his own emails..haha. n FILING SHITTY EMAILS FROM 2005..WTF!

N so, i got an interview next wed. Gave myself lots of chances but still unhappy bout things...so better leave right? the funny thing is that my group of frens all have the intention to quit..wahahahaha so i told them hey, lets just quit together..on the same day!...whahahaha we'll see what happens. i told them that the CEO will call all three of us into his office for coffee...N god knows what else happen in there...wahahaha

if i dont get the job im interviewing on wed, im gonna hunt for more..thinking bout joining the education industry..think its much better...damn i should have listened to my parents before this.hmm..but at least i learnt my lesson..or another alternative would be joining event companies. i dont care if its not related to my area of studies anymore. I just wanna be happyyyyyyy....

This past weekend was the best weekend ever...s contrasting right? disastrous weekdays plus great weekend. Neway, i was super busy but it was all worth it..went to west coast from work on friday for Saufi's bbq..miss them all...then went to hang out at changi with the bro-hood n my sis. Had fun talking n crapping as usual..with seelan, fie, senthil my sis n me.

Sunday went over to Wati's place for her engagement. Nice to meet them all after a long time. Gee, i really wish i have more social time for my friends. cant wait to meet them again for breaking fast on 6th Oct..at kampong glam..hahaha see we plan wayyyy early..we even planned for hari raya outing...booking bus n everything...FUN FUN FUN!! i feel so blessed to know all this people. thanks to ShaSha my darling..wahahahhaha

N so we'll see what ever happened to Sallie next week onwards...how the interview went n how she tender her resignation..hahaha Oh song now...Gavin DeGraw-chariot...recommended by Naz aka Clark Kent freak..wahahahahaha

2006-09-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

Say say say!!!! hmm Paul /\/\ (twohill..hahaha) got out. o well, he's a fun person n not easy to forget..bravo to Paul, u've come a LONG way kiddo. Still, GO HADY!!! I hope Jasmine's next..hehe no offence but i dont even think she reallllllyyyy WANTS to win. I always rush home on Wednesdays and Thursdays just to catch Singapore idol..but sometimes, i just have to miss it..like this week, i missed both the performance show and results show. Special Thanks to YouTube and my aunt's oldskool tape recorder...

On Thursday, went to Changi Airport after work to send dear Faith off...shes going abroad to study.I'LL MISS U FAITHYY!! eventhough we dont meet up often, Faith is someone sooo special to a lot of people...cos shes just sooooooo nice! Know her well for about 2+ years already. Been thru FO with her...and all those camps....Faith never fail to help others...help me alot too in camps...n shes so motherly n she loves to hug people...omg ill miss her hugs the most cos its very very very comfortable when we hug..Bcos shes soo nice, i hope people over there treat her nice...n shes coming back in JUNE!!! so long!!!! take care of ureself ok....omg so sad....haiz~ i wonder who's next....cherie, faith........who else?

Work this week has been Okay...quite sucky on some days but HECK la...ill just be optimistic about things n learn along the way...its so time consuming..no wonder the probation period is 6 months...neways, work late yesterday, it was nice to work at night...not many people, only me and serene...the atmosphere was very calm n i ate cookies as i work..whaahahahaha

This weekend is my Sat On so i went to work just now...i reached early..im always the first one! wohoooo hahahaa. My salesman was suppose to come in but he took an off suddenly..so i was free from him today..when he comes back on monday he's got lots of things to doooo..HAHA...

Neways, i have sooooo many things to do for work. People say NEVER bring work home.Serene told me that she brought things home to do sometimes too n so i did too cos i really need time to study cases n know whats happening n all or ill be lost forever...n so, i brought home stuff to read and file..purposely bring big bag today so i can put everything in the bag..hahaha after work i went to UOB bedok to take my sandwich maker..hehehe then came home.. i was suppose to go out with Esha but i was lazy to go out..hahaha n so i turned down the date..

Then Suzhen called to ask me out too...but i lazy to go out la...then if my fren know i go out, shes gonna kill me..hahaha hope u guys had fun! Looking forward to Forbidden City! Oh! by the way my aunt also wanna watch forbitten city..hahaha

Changed the song, i like this song, very cute la..hehe so........................i dunno what else to say...tmr gonna go BBDC to top up my account, better start to book my revision...hehehe Darn... now i have to include driving into my weekends...hmmm well i love u all!!! take care ok. Oh btw, when u see me online on weekdays with a BZ status, im at work..if i dont reply means im not at my desk la ok...hehehe take care!!!

2006-09-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

ok im blogging now...i guess i can only update once a week. right now...at the moment, im in my pessimistic mood and i feel kinda like shit. but i know the shittiness wont last long..haha wth am i talking about...hmm its just one of those days when u just feel like shit...and shit sucks!

n so u ask...why do i feel like shit? i guess it sucks when reality hits u...when life changes....and u have to move yourself on. Working life changes people into adults..i hate it...adults dont have much fun...they dont say my favourite words like SHIT or U ASS!! or NABEY n stuff like that.they dont disturb people much n they dont act fierce n joke around much...they dont irritate people purposely and they dont insult jokingly...whats wrong with them?... If i were to say... u ass!! at work, people would look at me like im some alien i think.. it sucks! i so dont wanna grow up sia...

The things that bother me at the moment...

i really really miss the times in school.... SPSU...camps...chionging for events.... sisterhood n brotherhood...if only i can turn back time...haiz~ the thing is, if we were to meet up now, its different n nothing can be done about it. its just part of growing up...never thought growing up would be such a sucky thing.im a changed person..i dont talk that much cos i kinda feel sad that im changing...n i dont know why...sometimes i get angry with myself as i wonder what the hell am i doing....making mistakes n acting like an idiot. its really obvious....for example....the things i blog about...i used to blog about funny stuff....conversations and things that happened that are funny...but now, my daily updates (if i were to update) would be...i went to work, now back at home n going to bed...tmr's another day...

Other than that,

-i always dont know what to wear to work!!! it sucks!!
-i hate working life but sometimes its kinda cool.
-i hate having to work with grumpy people.Theres this particular girl in the office...i feel like slapping her face everytime i see her..hahahah
-i hate it when serene (trainer) hold me behind after office hours..but she's nice so its not that bad la...
-i hate having to clear the paperwork that the previous girl left behind. BITCH! she just fucking leave stacks of shit on the fucking table!!
-i hate to wait for no 9 bus especially when its sooo freaking long...after 6
-i totally need a new shoe for work.
-i cant listen to the radio in the office.how can people do without music!! its too quiet!
- i want my freedom
- i want to pass my driving so bad

theres a lot of other things la actually..hahaha but i just dont like to be pessimistic...cos when im pessimistic ill start to feel unhappy about things n then ill start hating things then things get worse...so for all u kids out there...cherish ure school life..its the only part of life where u can have REAL FUN... sometimes i feel like quitting but then its stupid cos then that would suck more...my motivation would be my dad ... hmm i dont like this post...it makes me sound so depressed n EMO!! haha!! i told u it wont last long...thank god!!

neways, went out with suzhen, senthil, sharyfie, guna and jag just now..its great meeting them again after so long...still dont get to see yongshun n immanuel...hahahah i miss them!! i love u all!!! we ate at al sheikh...the place was nice la...but expensive n the serving was small...guna was still hungry after what he ate..hahaha typicalsss

tmr my cousin's getting married n i HAVE to go!!! my mum is forcing me and ET to go...ET wanted to overnight in school but my mum said what u know? she said "ill box u if u overnight in school..u have to go to the wedding!!" it was soooo funny la!!!imagine my mum punching ET..wahahahahah!!! oh!! i went to GH just now to see my sick uncle..i really hope he gets well real soon! lets all pray for him cos he's a really good person. Neways, i saw someone who looks like khai!! but he's a little shorter...omg so handsome la!! wahahaha oh n jag bought 8 Days n theres Shan Wee in there...so handsome!!!! ahhhhh!!!!

neways i miss u all n i love u!!! i just wish im more outspoken...oh nooo whats happening to meeeeeee..

2006-08-27T02:53:00.000+08:00

WWWWWWOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW...its been such a longggg longgg time since i last blogged.. actually last week la..not that long..haha okay well neways..this week, a lot of things happened! just that ive got no time to update cos when im back from work im so tired or lazy..lol lazy most of the time...

okay so i started to go to work...hmm so far its been training...awareness training...for mon n tues, i had export training...then wed to friday had field support training...training was FUN FUN FUN!! n i made new friends n all... the only problem was..i was having training in the other departments so when i sit at my desk, i feel dumb!! n its really dumb!! lol i guess they will start telling me what im suppose to do on monday onwards...im all done with training now...hmm im gonna miss those people... well at least i can still see them around..i hope..hehe OH!! by the way, im sitting right in front of my boss n it sucks!! his front view is my back!!! like wth!! i feel so intimidated! but ill get use to it...listening to him talking loudly on the phone n all...

omg when i was sitting in the export department yesterday, just to waste some time, i had the chance to hand carry cargo to china today!!! if my mum n my manager allow me to go, ill be in china tonight!! haha! its great to make friends with the right people...maybe next time ill get more chances to go to better places where its easier for me..like malaysia or even india, i wont mind australia, london or US!! wahahahha dream on man!!

first day was damn tiring...so now i sleep kinda early...try to sleep at 11pm...when there's nothing much to watch on tv that is..ill misss soccer matches too..but sleep is more important of course...then theres also a problem of I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR TO WORK thing...guess its normal...n its really much harder with a boyish hairstyle...but i dont care..whhahahaha

finally i got to watch click! yay!! its funny n sad too...i cried twice..once when his father died n once when he died...hmm funny i dont remember the funny parts but remember the sad parts...neways...whatever it is, family comes first! hehe thats the message of the movie.. o n another thing, dont have big yellow stuffed ducks when u have horny dogs in da house... only those who watched the show know what i mean..hehehe

today....went to pasar malam at bedok interchange with my mum first..then met shasha..then back home with her to watch little man..it was cute n funny...not as funny as white chicks though...then helped my parents cut cucumbers, carrots, onions, potatoes...for tomorrow..my cousin is gonna get engaged n my parents are the cooks!! so i gotta help someway... omg its 3.34am n im still here...so yea...um uploaded a few songs under the playlist...can chose the songs u wanna listen to....well u guys take care..i love yall!!!!

2006-08-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

OMG I CUT MY HAIR!!!...WAHAHAHHAHHAA. i dont know what got over me till i cut this short..whahahahaa ive always wanted to cut damn short but then scared cos later my head damn small then my body big..wahahahahahaha but i dont give a damn anymore i thought if i were to cut short, now's the time..n so i did..damn im gonna have problems wearing skirts to work. but i love it la cos i can style my hair...woohooo hmm well im excited thats why i blog abt it..hahahaha GDDAY!

2006-08-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

Neways here r the pics form the KL trip..enjoyz

2006-08-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

im still having blocked nose!! i hate it now...enuff is enuff!!! i really hope it will be gone by monday..haiz...i cant taste n smell for about a week now..damn it sucks!! then my eyes will get watery n ill be sniffing a lot n people would think im crying in the bus..wtf! wahahaha someone from my my workplace asked if im feeling okay just now..hahaha neways, i went to my workplace to sign the docs...tmr morning ill be making my pass with my first sis cos she's making her pass too...

been feeling so tired recently..dont know why..maybe its the virus...the cold virus..today i was suppose to meet shasha n her collegues n i told them that i wont be able to go cos im gonna meet my classmates...but when i reach home at 6pm, i felt really tired n called liping to tell her i wont be coming...in the end, im resting at home..im not really resting cos im awake..gee i really feel lazy sia..i have tons of things to do by this weekend. i have to CLEAN UP MY STUFF thats on my bed...my notes n bags n clothes..lol then i also have to organize my cupboard cos ill be working n i have to sort out my clothes! i wish theres uniform for work sia..i hate choosing what to wear..n i sooooo need a haircut! ET just rebonded her hair just now..she looks like my eldest sis already..whahaha wow if only juli rebonds her hair..the ASD(Ahmad Shah Daughters) will all look alike from behind...erm the head part i mean..wahahaha oh by the way my sisters n i were talking about a band we were thinking of forming up..its called the ASD!! whhahahahaha..ahmad shah daughters... Juli(lead singer), Yaya(lead guitar), ET(bass), me(drums). The back up singers will be my parents..whahahahahaa n guess who's the manager?

NANA!! (my grandfather!!)

whahahahaha wa that night we laugh like nobody's business imagining my parents becoming back up singers n nana the manager..whahaahahahah..crazie or what?lmao

neways, ill be starting work on monday n work starts at 8.30am..wohooo im so gonna be damn shagged..for the first 2 days, which is monday n tuesday, coincidentally the export part will be conducting training so ill have to go n it ends at 8pm..so thats 8.30-8..hahaha sooo looking forward to it la. i wonder what ill learn...n u know whats the worse part? im taking number 9 from bedok...n it will be abt 1hr 15 mins in the bus for me..gee if only i have a car sia!!!

OH! i have to apply for a uob account also...cos GAI only pay salary thru there..haiz so many things to do n so lil time..n im so shagged...

2006-08-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

blocked nose..love it but yet hate it sometimes...i hate it when i have makeup on my face n its not a wise thing to blow my nose cos i will end up with a patch of un-madeup area on the nose ONLY...IRRITATING!!!! but i like it cos ill have to keep sniffing my nose once in a while..fun la~
but then i cant smell or taste anything unless its very strong. It was kinda weird how i got it...i was just using the PC n suddenly i felt different. Then before i knew it, i was down with a cold. its been about 4-5 days already..wtf!

today is my lucky day i guess...yesterday when i was painting banner in school, Samantha from Global Airfreight called me to ask for an interview today...so yea, today i had 2 interviews..1 at 10.30am at Schenker Log near Expo and another 1 at Global Airfreight International @ Changi Airfreight Centre (CAC) at 2.30pm. Coolies or what... i was super early for both interviews..hahaha i was at Expo MRT stat at 9.30 and so i walked to Singapore Expo to waste time...sat down, arrange my file and made sure everything is ok...then at around 10am, i started to walk over to the building..it was so freaking hot la!! but the building is nice..it was white with green stripes n can even be seen when i was in the train coming to Expo. The people seems to be nice..i just wished i had my licence and a car so i didnt have to walk in the hot sun. The interview was okay but i was kinda nervous..it was my FIRST proper interview la...n the interviewee's name is Judy..the name judy somehow just remind me of Helen Hunt..i dont know why. Neways, after that i went back to the guardhouse to exchange the visitor pass n collect back my IC..

the indian security uncle was damn nice la!! he said he was waiting for my arrival as he wrote down my name last week(when they called me for the interview)! hahahaha then we chat for awhile n i walked off..he said that i have nice eyes..green colour ar...then i said ala uncle, its contact lens la!! then he laughed n said..yea i just gotta ask that. n so, i walked back to expo mrt n took the train back to bedok where i made more copies of my cert. Then i went to BK to organise my stuff and to have lunch..i didnt finish..i was so sad as i could not taste the turkey bacon..hahaha

at 12.30pm, i board bus no. 9 to proceed to CAC..since poly, ive always wanted to check out the place but couldnt as its a restricted zone. the bus went to simei then pasir ris then loyang then changi then finally i reached my destination at about 1.25pm. I went to the counter to get my visitor's pass n took the same bus from the same stop to go into CAC..super MA FAN la....at the busstop, i met one of my sec sch mates..her name is zarifah or zafirah...i forgot..hahaha neways, shes an airport police..we had a lil chat n i boarded the bus to go in. The place was like the academy of warehouses man..i expected a more high tech cool place...hmm maybe just not at that area. Neways, i reach my stop n went to the building..went to meet Samantha..she has the super hardworking face..hahaha she gave me the application form to fill up..i was like super early la..i think it was like 1.45 or 1.30 like that. samantha disappeared leaving me alone in that room. The room is kinda messy A LOT of SNACKS and TIDBITS..i wonder whose desk that was...but the view was damn nice...i look out and i see a runway..then i saw a few aeroplanes make landing at that runway..it was coolies...the interview was great..i was very comfortable and both of us were like chatting...it was THE interview man..

OH i forgot one part...when i was waiting for the interviewee, Schenker Log called me to say ive got the job n they r offering me a 6 months contract. salary $1400.start on monday. i was happy la...got the job on my first interview sia..haha neways, after the interview at Global, i was super confident ill get the job....i even told the interviewee about the job at schenker and that i was willing to work for global instead if im offered a place..hahaha i prefer Global cos i could see a lot of opportunities for me to learn more as compared to Schenker even though its a lil further for me. N so, she said she will let me know by Friday. So when i left, i called Schenker to tell them that i am considering another job offer and they said get back to them on friday. so i will...finally, im off to the working world..it is stressful but im up for it..can lose weight la..whahahahaha

counting down the days of nothing to dos...

OH!! the pics from KL is uploaded...erm..actually all of it is our faces...its either Dzik, Me or ET or the three of us together or me and Dzik or ET and Dzik..yea..hahaha
ill post it soon

2006-08-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

wohooo im back!! the question on everyone's mind will be.........how was it? so to save the trouble of repeating the same ol' thing over n over again, ill type everything..

Travellers: Mum, me, ET(4th sister/Brat) whahahaha, Kalati( My aunt), Mamu Ali (My uncle), Dzik (cute lil cousin).

a few fun things happened but overall...it was OKAY..just wish i had more time n of course more money...the best thing was i wasnt bus sick at all!! woohoooo!!

Memories from the trip: clash between the brats, soccer boys, petaling street chaos, first impression,shoe disaster, bathing experience, SNORE, goodbye pervert (haha), ghost? Not!

1st Day
we were suppose to be at Mac bedok by 7.15am...my mum woke me up at 6.15 and expected me to be ready by 7.like wtf..45 minutes!! she could have woken me up first but she didnt...she woke my sister up first..eventhough she wanted more time to sleep...BRAT! whahahaha neways, i made it in time cos i prepared all my stuff the night before...n so we walked to Mac n i bought breakfast n got up the bus. i was suppose to sit with ET but when we reached Johor n boarded the bus, Dzik wanted to sit with me n so the 2 immatures fought over me..wahahaha. when we were queueing up, a whole bus of soccer guys came with their jerseys...i call them the soccer boys ...hahaha it was like an excursion...but they were good to look at..hehe neway, Guess who won the battle between the brats?

The little one!!! Dzik!!

N so in the bus we had fun..talking, disturbing dzik, listening to music, watch movies..we had breakfast in Johor...all i remember about the place was the heavy metal chairs..the food was okay i guess...i dint eat much cos i already bought Mac n ate in the bus..besides, i didnt have the appetite..then the soccer boys came to have breakfast at the same place..hahaha once again.. another opportunity to check them out..they didnt have seats n some have to stand up n eat..poor thing...

we ate lunch somewhere near Petaling Street n shop at that place for awhile.. the rest bought nice souvenirs there..i wish i had too..i thought there would be more nice things at petaling street so i didnt want to spend my money at that time. Dammit! i should have bought the stuff there. Then we went to Petaling Street. Gee it was soooooooo freaking hot! My mum n aunt were rushing all over the place to buy their imitation LV bags...ill never forget the intensity cos they were bargaining with everyone n the shops were closing as i think the police were having an inspection at that place..all i could do was watch my mum n aunt as they rush to one shop after another...like wtf!! hahaha then me n Et checked out some shops selling shirts...some were as cheap as RM 10 n some as ex as RM 49...when they say RM49 or 45..i was like what?! why so expensive??!! then ill start to walk off...saying ok nvm i go other shops to see loh...then they will start lowering the prices drastically as i walk off...whhahahaha.. the bragaining runs in the family...typicals..i bet the eurasians were cheated by them..well i bought a couple of nice shirts...n thats all! i wish i could have more time then ill check out most of the shops...most of the time i was staring at my mum n aunt n walking aimlessly..they were just sooo into their bags that they forgot that their kids were there to shop too!!! GRRR..me n et were kinda irritated at that time. Et more then me actually. so after that we went back to the bus..thank god for air con!! actually thank the people who invented air con. At that time, it was already 5+pm.

So we headed to the hotel...its called the Quality Hotel. Wated at the lobby for melor(the tour guide) to settle the stuff. As i was walking to join my aunt at the corner of the lobby, i looked at the staff...hehe the ones over the counter..all guys.no girls at all. They were all in suits...blazer n all..then i saw HIM! he caught my eye cos he looks arab. He's tall but he looks damn PERVERTIC n old! He was on the phone n as he was talking he was looking at me too..like wtf!! then i quickly walk over to my aunt n sat down, playing with dzik n all...scary sia...like some old pervert checking me out. EW~

then we got our card to the room no. 1014. went to the lift lobby n the lobby manager came over! then he pressed the lift for us...then he talked to my mum asking where we r from n trying to be friendly...n being the typical makcik(auntie) that my mum is, (ahahahaha) she was friendly too n asked questions n all..he said he's 37 n single (looks 47 n married with kids)...he's an arab and been at the hotel for 3 years (true enuff he looks arab n handsome..hehe)...he's studying in malaysia in some law stuff i think(bullshit). Then he asked my mum if im single...like duhhhh n asked me for my name when we were walking into the lift.. scary sial!!! when we were in the lift(he was outside), he asked which floor we were going..n my idiotic sister said..UPSTAIRS!!! whahahahahaha!!! damn funny la! we went up to the room n unpacked for awhile...in 10 mins time, we went out again. this time, i had to wear my mum's shoe cos she said she couldnt walk in that anymore n that she will buy a shoe later n exchange with me back. i feel really stupid wearing a formal shoe, jeans n tshirt...like wtf! hahaha we went to look around at Semua house..my aunt bought her bridal acessories the time the shop was closing..she spent RM670 in 10 mins...hahaha amazingly cool...

it was so tiring n we ate dinner at a restaurant called INSAF...haha insaf=repent in malay...so i think my FUNNY mum says...after u eat there then u will repent..the fried chicken briyani was nice though.. walked back to the hotel..shagged

rested for awhile n continue unpacking...then i went into the toilet to bath...there was a bathtub!!! omg ive never bathed in a bathtub for years!!!! n so i had a nice soak..woohoooo damn nice la~! at about 10pm i went to bed..my sister slept alone n i slept with my mum.

tHEN i woke up...i didnt know what woke me up but i woke up to find my mum n sister sleeping...i tried to sleep again but i couldnt...the big questin is why?!!!

MY MUM WAS SNORING SO LOUDLY!!!

omg!!! n i was beside her....then i thought okay..nvm ill just lie here awake till the wake up call at 6am...i thought it was already 5+...cos i didnt really feel sleepy.. n so i waited n waited n waited. then i wandered what time it was...n i didnt want to get out of bed cos it was so comfortable...so i took my mp3 beside my pillow n tune onto the radio....hoping they would say the time...then i switched tune after tune...numerous malay songs were played n still no time. so i gave up n walked to my hp to see the time. to my horror, it was 2.16am!!!! i felt like kicking my own butt for waking up! then i tried to sleep with my mp3...omg i could still hear her snoring!i was sooo pissed!! hahaha then i looked at my sister's bed..she was sleeping alone n she occupied the whole bed!!! i couldnt just squeeze beside her can i? so i toss n turn..not sleeping...staring at my mum sleeping n snoring..i almost exploded!! then i thought its actually a sad situation cos she couldnt do anything about her snoring...so i woke up again...took tissue papers n stuff it into my ears, got under the blankets n sleep with my hands over my ears..hehehe

2nd Day

i was woken up by my mum trying to wake my sister up..n she said 5 more minutes!! omg she slept the whole night n is asking for 5 more minutes?!! what did i tell u? BRAT rite~ hahaha neways, i just woke up n took my stuff to bath. it was cold in the room n the water was warm..such a nice bath..when i was done, my mum said..omg what did u do..i turned n the toilet was so smokey n the hot steam is coming out of the bathroom with me..hahahaha

went down for breakfast...it was nice..i love western food. i had potato wedges, ham, sausages, beans, cereals...woohooo damn nice la! when i was taking food, the lobby manager came to my mum n said..."Nasi briyani? Masyallah...~" hahaha damn funny la!! after breakfast we went back up to the room n packed our stuff..we were suppose to be down by 9.45am. so at around 9.30, we went down n return the card key. the lobby manager was there, talking to one angmoh girl..flirting as usual! wahahahahaha. i took all the bags n went to the bus..not to see him again..sick~ haha then when my mum boarded the bus my mum said he talked to her n ask why we were leaving so soon cos he wasnt satisfied looking at my beautiful face. like wtf!!!! whahahaha pervertic moron.

we went to the ghost museum...it was soo not up to my expectations... i was prepared for a creepy n scary experience...at least convincing enuff to know this stuff do exist.. it was more to an exhibiton for me..just went around looking at the stuff that was shown. it was also too dark for me to see anything much. but yea i guess devils exists but i so wanted to see some ghosts!! n i didnt..so yea...disappointing..but i bought a bag there

we then went to Nilai 3 to shop some more...it was okay..the normal stuff..bought a few things for some people...my dad, grandpa, pendis...ehehehe...then we had dinner in johor n headed home..im lazy to type out the details now...but it was normal..but we had fun in the bus...with Wak constantly saying poems n storytelling, playing with Dzik n my mum's 10/10 participation marks...she is soooo enthu! but cute la..n yea that was mostly the highlights of the trip to KL on sat n sunday... oh..there was no jam n we reach home at about 11pm. oh yea one more incident....this kid(my mum's friend's nephew) lost his passport..he kinda dropped it when he stood up to alight..haha so it was kinda chaotic la...then one pakcik(uncle) saw the passport under a seat..n so i started clapping n saying out yay! hero of the day!! n everyone started clapping too..hahahaha..

so overall it was a nice short trip..wish i can have more time n money to shop then i can buy more things for more ppl...well i just got a call from global airfreight just now asking for all my results...haha SHIT!! but i sent it anyways...so im signing off now...gonna meet shasha in tamp..hehe adios!! wow what a long post!! ill come back later to change the song here n pics taken from KL trip will be uploaded later kayz! love u ppl! bye

2006-08-11T01:58:00.000+08:00

okay enuff of tanya chua..im getting sick of it..hahaha the parade was normal for those who watched at home..but im sure those who are at the stadium had a great time..the atmosphere must be crazy! lotsa fireworks!!

this is one of my all time favourite songs...let love lead the way by spice girls...how vintage is that? hahaha i watched the movie spice world the other day with my sisters n we downloaded the songs..hahaha its nice to think of the past once in a while...funny...spice girls was soooo IN when i was in primary school....shasha was mel B ..with her hair n all..wahahahahaha funny la!

le buay song ar...wo hoot dao le puay shiong..wow chi pa ho le pe? ho le si! this is one of the most meaningful and cool sentences i learnt from mr yap in poly..lmao!!!

im having block nose..i feel like shit..hahaha but its better then a fever..i hate having fever cos it makes me weak. This morning, i was woken up by shasha's wake up call..she always call me at 11.30am when im sleeping n ask.."dah bangun?" means wake up already? like duhh riteeee whahahaha After shasha's call, i couldnt sleep then a few minutes later...i got a call from Schenker Logistics...i got an interview on wednesday morning.10.30am.wohooo finally somebody called for n interview man.

got ready to go to school to paint banner then as i was taking out my mp3 to listen before going out of the house, et called to say its cancelled...n so i said NNBCCB...omg so vulgar rite..hahaha then my mum asked if i wanted to go geylang with her..so i said ok la..since i was ready...so i waited till she finish cooking..then she said shes lazy..hahaha bastarded the whole day la...end up sleeping with my blockednose on my mum's bed the whole afternoon..

tmr ill go to geylang then meet shasha in the evening...got to get home n pack my stuff for KL the next day. i just hope i dont get sicker...

Shan Wee is sooo handsome..he's like Singapore's Keanu Reeves...n gunawan is the malay keanu..omg all sooo cute la!! ahhh!! im going crazy!!! ok see it for yourself...check out the similarities la!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! wohooooooooooooooo!!! i can just stare at them the whole day! wahahha GORGEOUSNESS!!!!!

Keanu Reeves

Shan Wee

Gunawan

2006-08-09T17:05:00.000+08:00

hey its national day...and im at home doing nothing..yesterday i had real fun at wati's chalet. havent laughed like that for a long long long time...played captain's ball at 12am...n i didnt play captain ball for a long time too..its nice to know people like them...so kecoh. haha wish i could stay longer and played one more game or even overnite..then i might have gone into old changi hospital just next door.. reached home at about 1.45am...shasha sent me home in a cab..n as i came home so late yesterday, i decided that i should stay home today...even when im asked out..im thankful im not screwed for coming back so late yesterday...cos when mum asked what time i came home yesterday..i said erm 1plus...hahaha it was 1.45..almost 2. *grins*

today...hmm i felt sad just now cos i was chatting to richard n things in the past started coming out~ haiz~ n then i got yelled at by paul for saying yes sir...whats with people nowadays? i am an emotional person actually...i realised....once in awhile...n richard says everyone is like that once in a while...

zhiwei messaged me on msn just now...shes in NUS biz admin with zhen zhen...then i started thinking about not getting into uni...i hate it when reality sets in. im such a dreamer..typical piscean...

got an sms from cherie from her number..hahaha i didnt know i could message her at her number...miss u girl...

omg something smells like its burning..maybe its the pc..hahaha shit!

2006-08-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

yay! its a new week...went out with kongy just now to have lunch at pizza hut..nice la the pizza..haha we ate till we are sooo full. Something was missing though...CHERIE!! ahahaa ok i meant someone... how come when we meet we always eat junk ar? lol then kongy treat me to a movie called Hard Candy...thanks for the treat kong..ill treat u when im working ok..we go eat buffet..as promised..haha

im so broke!! i need a job fast man. sent out my resumes to quite a number of companies yesterday..i hope they call me up fast now that im totally free cos no more driving lessons. SIAN~

Okay deborah said the songs on my blog should be played automatically..hahaha n as u might noticed, it is playing automatically now isnt it? yea cos i changed it..thanks to pendis my talented, gifted, dear beautiful sister...wahahahha why my words are red?...erm becos of the hungry ghost festival?..hahahaa.

hahaha Where i Belong by Tanya Chua..why? cos its National Day week!! This is my favourite National Day theme song...the rest kinda suck!! Once a year, i feel patriotic...esp when i get the chance to be at the stadium..but not this year. Might go to stadium waterfront though with the usual peeps..

Just a little about Singapore...from the outside, it truly is a great place..nice people and nice construction, safe, happening, cool place..with a vibrant mix of culture and races...it is amazing how people can live together in peace and harmony

but of course god is fair n there's always a bad side to everything...more to a negative way of looking at things...what's bad about Singapore? u tell me..hahaha

2006-08-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

had a nice day yesterday..went to esplanade with suzhen, guna, sharyfie n biao yong ..watched the fireworks there...it was cool...its been a long time since i watched fireworks..hmm since national day i guess..it was nice! neways there were lotsa people..it was like every singaporean was out on the streets yesterday...siao man!! haha then met up with shafiq, fahan x2, marcus, sonia n senthil..had dinner at penin BK n listened to stories from the NS guys...if NS was compulsory for girls, i would go...haha seems fun la...n i would lose weight also..hahaha n become darker of course...that sucks. senthil n guna became darker sia...n i cant believe guna was even darker then the last time i saw him..lmao! i wanna see tricia cos my sister said she cut her hair..damn cute la! wahhaha shafiq, dont be jealous~ poor yongshun is sick...hope he gets well soon!! hope to see immnuel n jag...

neways, here's a lil something for u guys..

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wahahahaha damn funny la rite!! hahaha ive been longing to post this for so long but i cant find the last kid's picture! haha he's damn cute la!!

2006-08-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

benjamin williams called me again..hahaha n i told him im gonna pass the once in a lifetme opportunity...something in me tells me that i really won..if only i had 400 euro. But my brain says i shouldnt go into this kinda stuff cos nobody wants to give away that much money...

this morning dzik knocked on my door...when i opened, he asked

Dzik: Ena, ena nak pegi mane? [ena, where r u going?]
Me: Ena nak pergi driving...asal? [ena wanna go driving...why?]
Dzik: alaaaa...ena jangan pegi ar... [ala...ena dont go ar...]
Me: hah? apasal? [huh? why?]
Dzik: Dzik takot ar.... [dzik scared ar...]

omg how cute!!!! hahaha dzik has been acting cute for the past few days...but he's cute la!! then he wanted apples so i cut the apple for him...i just cut the apple into 8 pieces so he can bite easily then he ask why i cut it like that...then i said..how do u want me to cut it then..u know what he said? he said butterfly shape!!! crazy la that boy!!!whahahaha

after driving, i went to popular whitesands (i didnt know its been renovated!!) to collect cherie's marketing tbk from rose..its been so long and she didnt recognize me...i just hang around her..act like im looking at the stuffs, looking at her occasionally..hahaha then when she saw me she started laughing..then we chat for awhile untill she was called to help out at the cashier counter...its so nice to chat with her la..i still remember working at popular bedok..then we will chat when theres not much customers...now they are everywhere...rose n helen at whitesands...beelan at simei i think...ah wong at tampines...i wonder what zhi chi n cheewei are doing...

omg yesterday, the moment i step into the house, my mum told me she had a very top secret gossip to tell me...i was like WHAT is it..she said that KHAI IS GAY!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Khai CANNOT be gay!!!! nooooooooooooo i refuse to believe her....all this typical aunties...nothing better to talk about n gossip about people..hahahaha my mum is typical la..but shes funny!

2006-08-03T17:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday night i got a long distance call from the netherlands!! hahahaha some ben williams...a lawyer from netherland called me..why? just becos i was kpo..hahahaa i got an email saying i won a global lottery...$750,000 euros!! wtf!!! who wouldnt be happy..lol n so, i was kpo on finding out if its true...so i emailed them back asking what i had to do..then they send me some kinda form to fill up..my winning ticket number n everything...then they told me that since i was not a citizen of the netherland, i have to get a lawyer to help me process the documents there...n yea the lawyer is mr ben williams..hahahaha so i emailed this ben williams to ask if its okay to pay him (400euros) after i get the winning money...then he tried to explain the reason for the 400 euros. its for processing the documents...then i didnt email them back...so Mr ben williams called me!! whahahaha i was sooo shocked that i became an idiot..hahaha he asked me how i was n i said oh im fine...then i didnt talk much...omg a lawyer from netherland sia!!hmm ill see what we can arrange..omg can u imagine winning 750,000 euros...must be some kinda bullshit! ahhahaa

driving...its so weird...my first driving lesson today was disastrous cos i kept on making small mistakes i shouldnt be doing!! whats wrong with me! However, the second one was very good...lol so sickening...

during the first lesson, i scratched my left eyelid cos it was a bit itchy..at the end of the first lesson, my eye felt funny. i went to the toilet n to my horror it was swollen!!! wtf!!! its not that obvious but it is!!! i went back home all the way with a swollen left eyelid...what an idiot...i couldnt do anything about it!! haha then on the way back i saw this minah who is freaking skinny...i can practically see her bones...but she tried to dress n act sexy..hahaha she wore an off shoulder top, super big sunglasses, 3/4 jeans and freaking HIGH high heels..if she were to step on my feet, it would make a hole....n if i were to wear it, i dont need to even walk to break it...omg everyone was staring at her...hahaha then she act as if shes some freaking sexy babe la...n she left the train with a funny "sexy" visual effect...putting her hand on her butt! (i didnt see any butt though)hahaha i really felt like laughing but then i remembered my swollen eyelid..people should be laughing at me! wahahahaha

the weather is a bitch...i thought it would rain so i wore long sleeve...n it was freaking sunny n humid...dammit..im outta cash cos i had to top up my ezlink...gee..the minimum amount is 10 bucks...n with that 10 bucks..i can survive for like 3 days of lunch money at bbdc..the opportunity cost of topping up that ezlink card is a lot to me...haha remember econs? wait its econs isnt it? ehh yea im outz...another day of driving tmr!

2006-08-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

went to watch the lakehouse yesterday!! omg!! keanu is like sooooo cute la!!! ahhhhhh!!! i think im stupid cos i always mix things up...like for example, i mix up lakehouse and lady in the water...almost said lakeWATER when i was buying the movie tickets! i went to the counter n said "Lake.....erm Lake...wa....house! Lakehouse!" dumb la!! ben dan! bodoh nak mampos..lol

neways its a great show but confusing...hmm im still thinking of the possibility of what happened in the show...both of them are at the same place, at the same time only in a different year!..omg its like impossible. But the best part would be the last part...i was saying in my heart.."pls dont die keanu...pls dont die keanu" n when he showed up, i wanted to scream "YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" that was how excited i was..haiz~

today..i went driving...im starting to feel unsure about myself. its like my driving kinda follow my mood. my driving is moody! i dont know if im the only one in this earth feeling that way but richard told me he's driving is too...hmm if ure driving is moody then pls tag me okay! it sucks! why cant it be consistently GOOD for goodness sake! hahaa

this morning my aunt told me to try for a temp staff at her workplace...allianz insurance...they need people for 3 months but its doing some accounts stuff! shit i hate accounts!!! but i sent my resume anyway n told them i was really willing to learn eventhough i dont have experience in dealling with accounts in the working world..whahahaha it'd be good if they take me in..but i dont want to put my hopes on it...now i learn to not hope too much for things...i tell myself...dont even think about it...yes its sad but yea deal with it cos disappointment just sucks!!

on the way back home, i bought apples for lil zikky..note: this nice pic was taken last hari raya but he still look about the same la...

lil zikky was sick...n he wanted to eat apples this morning...when i woke up..he saw me n said "Ena....nanti belikan apple...dzik nak makan apple..." = ena buy for me apple...dzik wanna eat apple..omg who would say no..he's just sooo cuteee.. so i said ok later when i come home i buy for you...poor lil boy has fever n flammy cough...n i bought an enormous chocolate bun for my mum but shes not home...she went to arab street alone!! just bcos some shop is having a sale!

today im home early cos i only have one practical lesson..now im sitting here blogging, listening to the song of the week over n over again..hahaha however, the banglahs downstairs are so noisy!!! i can still hear them talking with my headphones on..they are setting up something...hmm maybe they wanna paint this flat. one particular banglah have been nagging for the last five minutes! im so pissed! i wonder did he even breath cos he seem to keep on talking non stop!!

2006-08-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

I wrote your name on sand, it got washed
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away
thenI wrote your name on my heart
and I got heart attack.

God saw me hungry, He created pizza
He saw me thirsty, He created Pepsi
He saw me in the dark, He created light
He saw me without problems, He created YOU.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

The rain makes all things beautiful,
The grass and flowers too
If rain makes all things beautiful,
Why doesn't it rain on you?

Roses are red, violets are blue
Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but laughing at you

When your life is in the darkness
Pray to God ask Him to free you from the darkness
And if after you pray and you are still in the darkness
Please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL!!!

2006-08-01T02:46:00.000+08:00

Another great song of the week...press play, listen up...enjoy!

3 DOORS DOWN LYRICS

"Let Me Go"

One more kiss could be the best thing

But one more lie could be the worst

And all these thoughts are never resting

And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me

[Chorus]You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for

And I turn my back on loving you

How can this love be a good thing

When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now

This world falls on me

In this world there's real and make believe

And this seems real to me

[Chorus]You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

You love me but you don't know who I am

So let me go

Just Let me go...

Let me go

And no matter how hard I try

I can't escape these things inside I know

I knowww..

When all the pieces fall apart

You will be the only one who knows

Who knows

[Chorus]You love me but you don't know who I am

I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand

And you love me but you don't know Who I am

So let me go

Just let me go

And you love me but you don't

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't know who I am

And you love me but you don't

You love me but you don't

You love me but you don't know me

2006-07-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...	Salina
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	unique

!

2006-07-30T16:28:00.000+08:00

okayy so the last update was on the 28/7..ill try to remember what happened since then...hmm on friday, i went driving..2 sessions this time...it was okay..i learnt parallel n vertical parking...im gonna miss bbdc later just like mr sp...haha

neways, after driving, i went to meet up with rohaidah, miszah n wirna at orchard..ate at breeks taka n gave aida her bday gift...butterfly belt, butterfly ring, nice glass necklace n a unique kinda like exotic dangly earrings..woohoooo she liked it all...she said it was the best bday gift for this year so far..lol i knew she would like it all cos we've kinda like have the same taste...even for guys!! whahahaha neways we had fun catching up n taling abt stuff...

so after we ate, we decided to go take neoprint...hehe so we walked over to heeren...along the way, we stopped by a lot of shops..lol typical girls..but omg the accessories there were way cool! n cheap too!! if only i have lotsa money i would have shopped n bought a lot of things! ill go there if i looking for cool accessories...by the time we reached heeren it was already 9+pm..n those ladies dont really like to hang out till super late night so we went to take the photo card...$5 for 2..haha..it was nice..i took a pic of it with my phone but it turned out blur n dark so i used adobe to make it brighter...take a look!

from Top left: me, miszah. Bottom left: aida, wirna

we were missing kathy or else the MWAKS would have been complete...haha MWAKS: Miszah, Wirna, Aida, Kathy. Salina. cool name isnt it...haha thought it out in 3rd year in poly. neways, it was a nice night out..

oh i think i didnt get the job at 7-11 cos in the application form, i stated that i was free to work from that day onwards n they didnt contact me so im busted!!! that night, i stayed up till 5am i think...hahaha i was sleepy but i didnt feel like sleeping...i was online talking to richard, soonpeng n suzhen...late night chats...must appreciate it now cos i dont think it will last long..hahaa i uploaded the pic i have on my pc to my yahoo album..u can check it out under the particulars section..theres some memorable pics there...oh suzhen gave me this great site to practise my parking..hahaha check it out...its cool! http://www.107.peugeot.co.uk/peugeot.swf Note: the first one..park front in first...on my first trial i parked rear in first n wondered what to do next..hahaha

On saturday, went to Q's place for his bday..nice of him to invite me! thanks Q! neways, i think the north sucks!!! hahaha my sister n i got lost cos we took the bus at the wrong berth..how was i suppose to know theres like 2 berths for bus 912!!! n the interchange was identical loh!! dumbness! hahaha so we just took the bus at the berth we saw first...n counted 7 busstop...drop n looked around.his blk was 424 n were were at blk 600+..no sign of an american school!! so we thought we missed a busstop n walked towards the next busstop..then we saw admiralty mrt station ...WTH!!! we then called Q who was kinda shocked that we were lost cos he didnt think it could happen...he then told us to go to admiralty mrt to take the bus from there..then we find ourselves going back to woodlands interchange...but the bus went a different route this time..n so we were back on track..his house was nice la..n so was his mum's cooking... met sonia there n then later, jeff arrived, then sonia n my sis went off... not long, zai yr 1 n benjamin came....then zai senior.....then ziyi cycled over..haha not many people came though..a few of his collegues came over too..n his cousins n family was there...it was fun chilling n talking..jeff was there n as usual...he's so funny la! we left at around 8 n his family was kind enuff to pack food for us to bring home! how nice right...i went back with zai in 168 again...dropped off at my busstop n my whole family ate the packed food..it was nice la! hainanese chicken rice..woohoooo watched bollywood/hollywood n came online to talk to some people..glad my bros are back!! i love my bros...*smilez* n i miss them....

had late nite chat with mr sp n richard again..hahaha i was suppose to blog yesterday nite but i didnt cos i end up chatting n listening to the song on my blog over n over again..its nice la!!

today, sunday,im doing nothing except stay at home n chill with my family..my mum cooked chicken rice! wooooo!!!! haha ...watched a few nice shows with my family on hallmark just now n now they r watching some tamil show..whahahahaha indi pu dena...wo bu chi dao ta men chiang shen me...got subtitles la but i choose to excuse myself to blog..hahaha next week will be another week of driving lessons again!

2006-07-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

omg today has been crazy!!! i woke up at 9..then toss n turn ....at about 9.15am, i told myself to not be a lazy fat ass n wake up!! so i immediately stood up....it always works...i think cos the blood have to gush to the brain asap...knda like an adrenaline rush..lmao

well i got ready n left the house for BBDC(bukit batok driving centre) ..i booked 3 lessons one after another...thats 12.05-5.25.i wasnt tired driving but i was hungry n my stomach grumbled a few times in the car!! so paiseh!!! hahaha neways..i felt sooo satisfied at the end of the day. BBDC...great for cheong-ing ure driving man...as soonpeng says it...laaaaagi BEST..huahuahua on my way back, i bought bread at the bbdc canteen n ate before i left...

train freaking pack la!! knn....oh! on my way to bbdc..got this banglah keep staring at me as if im wearing my underwear outside..nin nabey chao cheebai...make me buay song all the way..i felt like kicking his balls n punching hisfreaking face!! hahahaha WWF in the MRT man!

reached home, freshen up n watched singapore idol...when the hell is joaquim n jasmine going out siaaaa...they r going out for sure..just a matter of time..as tricia says it..."cannot make it..."
when i got bored, i went into my mum's room n looked for a nice gift box that she bought...she likes to buy nice gift boxes n wrapping papers...found a nice green box n olive coloured ribbon..then i wrapped rohaidah's presents in it...damn nice la..wohoooo gonna meet them tmr....after my driving...i hope i can make it in time...

tmr another day of driving...this time got break in the middle so its ok..ill have time to eat lunch in the canteen...after that...to orchard i go! shit i dont know what to wear man...the weather is sooo unpredictable nowadays...i hate it man..its soooo humid n hot...how i wish singapore has air conditioned weather...then people dress up in turtle necks n trenchcoats...hey it might help to bring down the number of molest cases...u might never know!

my driving test is on the 26 October!!!! thats like 2 days after hari raya!! shit man..there will be lots of cars out there...ill be cursing them...go to work! now's the time to make money not drive around to people's houses!!! im not cnfident in passing the first time round..lol jac, sp, irene dint do it on first trial...i also sure cannot...spend so much money on driving man!!! ill calculate it in the next post..i gotta sleep now..gonna wake up early tmr...nitez!

2006-07-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

hmm sorry the update on the song of the week is abit late...lol here's a new song, howie day-collide...actually i didnt know what song to update. it just so happen this song was playing on power98..i liked it n sourced it out...check it out...

been a normal day....woke up at ard 7am by my mum. she called my handphone.i had warned her the night before not to disturb me! but she did!!!

A=Mom B=Me

B: WHAT!
A: helo! can u go n see if ure sister is awake! i called her handphone never pick up!
B: I DONT KNOW I CANT SEE HER COS IM IN MY ROOM SLEEPING!
A: i called her hp never ans, i called the home phone also never ans! u go n see la if she is awake or not
B: ahhh!! im sleeping for goodness sake!i dont know la!
A: go n check if she is awake la!
B: grrrrrrrrrrrrrr ya la ya la!

slam close my hp while A was nagging something.....stand up, storm outside to see my sister not there...she's bathing already...n my third sister was there..stoning...(damn funny la her reaction when she saw me....its like a shocked deer!) i stormed back into the room n tried to continue sleeping...felt a bit bad la cos i was rude to my mum..hahaha lucky thing my sister was awake...if she was still sleeping..i would have really kicked her ass!! like i did a few years ago...only now her butt would hurt the whole day! no kidding...

i just found out just now she even called up my aunt living next door...omg she was just bored n started calling everyone up at 7am!!!! grrrrrrrr ahhhhhhhhh!!! woke up, went driving...saw saadiah(the small lil girl) driving too..hahaha shes soooooo small that its hard to see her in the driver's seat. driving was okay...i should be able to book my test date end of this week..yay!

met miszah at toa payoh to shop for some stuff....sunday was aida's bday...i knew but i forgot to wish her on that day itself...STOOPID RITEEE...haiz..nvm ill wish her when i see her on friday..maybe...happy belated bday aida...

oh on my way back home, i saw Zack..bedok popular's manager when i was working there a few years back..when he board the bus, i smiled at him...he didnt see me..hmm maybe he didnt recognise...then when i was about to get down from the bus, i thought i wanna wave at him or something...when i turn to look at him, i almost burst out laughing!! his head was tilted all the way back..mouth wide open!!! he was sleeping!! omg...if i were to throw in a coin or a marble or something he could have choked to death!! damn funny la!!!

tmr's another day of driving n shopping...tamp this time..

2006-07-23T11:52:00.000+08:00

went to fill up an application form at 7-11 today..i dont know if thats good or bad..hahaha dont think my parents will allow me to work there ET says..but whatever..haha then went to bedok to meet my sisters...met a crazy lady on my way there..Mira..whahaha

neways, met with gunaseelan s/o suppuramaniam at tampines mall n watched nacho libre...walao damn funny la!! hahaha i dont mind watching it again!! ooxOxXOo= hug hug kiss big hug kiss big kiss big hug hug...omg i will never forget this part! lmao! btw, century square's theatre is a lot more comfy compared to GV tamp...seats wider n more spacious...check it..neways, i love jack black's voice when he sings...its so......soulful. after that we ate new york pizza n talked..i cant believe guna could actually get darker..didnt think it was possible! but he got darker!! hahaha! heard yongshun went to indo...poor thing..my condolences abt your grandpa...the most important person didnt show up...JAGASS!!! he's really gonna get it when i see him...i wanna see immanuel cos i wonder how he will look like botak..must be funny! kwakwakwa neways...bro-hood, be careful during live firing okay..dont shoot people n dont shoot yourself....hahaha

came home at about 11 plus n got my stage photos n cca cert! hahaha not bad la..quite nice..

got A with merit but the cert is bent! walao...cant they like insert a piece of cardboard or laminate it...cheapo sia

i totally need to clean my bed n my wardrobe sia..its sooooo messy n i dont know what to keep n what to throw! thats abt it...goodday peeps

2006-07-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

haiz~ been quite an OK day but im kinda sad too...need to get this off...this morning i got an sms from the flyer co. asking if i could work for the next 4 weekends...i replied yea...except for the 12/8 n 13/8...which is the last weekend...but i told them that i was willing to work on weekdays to replace the 2 days...sounds reasonable? well, in the end, they told me they got someone else for the job...eventhough its just giving out flyers, i somehow took it seriously..i think something is wrong with my brain..i was kinda looking forward to working tmr but they already got someone else...too bad...just feel kinda disappointed. so far, i only worked for 2 days...n last weekend they told me not to come cos the flyers arent ready.

i feel so bored n useless when i dont have driving lessons...but if i were to work then i wont have time for driving...if any of u have any part time job lobang or suggestions on what i can do when im free, drop me a tag or something okay...

2006-07-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

singapore sucks!!! i graduated so no more concessions..fuck! the transportation money is killing me! i went driving at bukit batok...i had $12 plus in my ezlink n when i got home, it became $9 plus..im like WTF!! n its just to bukit gombak then to bedok back!! thats like about 4 freaking bucks just on a long mrt ride! in the future, im gonna make sure i get a freaking seat DAMMIT! i dont mind going to boonlay just for a seat all the way to bedok...n NO im not gonna give up my seat unless some old lady or old man REALLY needs it. or when im feeling kind...hahaha

Now i know why singaporeans r so KIASU...im transforming into one of them... i think. the fact is, they r inconsiderate n kiasu cos they r just not happy. When ure unhappy , u become mean. So what r we unhappy about? A LOT OF THINGS DAMMIT! Taking the train can be pretty irritating because of the people too...sometimes, its like canned sardines...except its not fish but humans...n invading people's private space n staying there stationary aint good. thats the time i appreciate my height...

ok maybe u think im racist but whatever..i hate freaking banglahs who stand so close n put up their freaking arm up to hold the freaking ceiling! Like theres a pole u freaking asshole!! n STOP SQUEEZING IN WHEN THERE'S NO FREAKING SPACE!!! i see them all the time..these people should be fined!!.....erm ok thats harsh..haha i mean i really appreciate their presence cos they do the construction n stuff...the things singaporeans wont do and always taking the flyers i hand out..hahaha! but HEY would u like an armpit like 10 cms off ure face!!! nobody likes to see any hands up in the air especially when we r all in an enclosed area!! GET THE FREAKING PICTURE!

ok im cool..haha yesterday on my way back home, i received an sms from cherie! HEYYY~ haha she love the song..she said: love the fuckin awesome song! hahaha well i love u too..i hope ure doing fine n enjoying ureself over there...i think this is the third time im saying this i think...bring me back a bf ok! hahaha! n about racist people there...they r kinda different from my racism cos u did nothing wrong whereas the banglahs did... Well, ignore them cos they r just degrading themselves n their country...tell them to get a life.

yesterday was baba's bday...the best person i know n this whole wide world...my dad. Bought him coffee cake..he likes that...n of course gifts...i think he got the most gifts this year..we 4 sisters bought him a belt set..it was like 84 bucks..n yaya bought him an ashworth polo tee cos she got her bonus...at the end of the day, he asked who bought the cake...i did, after driving..he handed me 50 bucks...i was like thinking omg he's gonna pay for his own cake...then i said no no no forget it, its your bday, we can sort it out among ourselves...i would say my dad deserves the best of everything cos he's been working his butt off for more than 30 years in just one freaking company...can u imagine staying at the same place n doing the same things for more than 30 years!!! im just quite emo when it comes to my dad..lol i remembered when i was younger, i would cry by myself at night when i think of people dying cos i imagined what would happen if my dad were to pass away...the thought of it made me cry and then i would scold myself for even thinking it...i was in primary school then...

When we were young, we seldom see him at home cos he's always working...he's supporting 4 small kids n his wife n of course their parents...imagine all that burden. i remembered we would be standing at the gate n shouting bye baba!! n he will say bye back then disappears...we'll see him if we wake up early.. he would always say...use your brain..hahaha! cos he didnt have high qualifications n he told us that he was lucky to get his job...30 years has gone n he's still there...his motivation? FAMILY....it was us. he would say he would give us anything we wanted but he just want ONE thing from us...n that is to study well. This is the only reason why i was disappointed i didnt get into the local uni now...even if i were to go to some uni later, its just not the same... He doesnt mind it at all but i just felt that i let him down...i deserve it cos my results weren't good enuff....n thats the reason why ET has to do well...u understand me ET? i want him to be proud of his kids...im sure u want that too...he deserved it after what he had done for us...omg im tearing!

i swear when im working in the future, n i have money, ill buy things for him..anything he wants..n if any one of my sisters treat him bad...i swear i will punch u asses in the face. right now, im doing what my family wants n what i wanna do..be a good kid... go learn driving, get my licence n im off for a working life...n we'll see how it goes........

2006-07-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

My BF...lolz

lmao...i just have to blog about my boyfriend here..hahaha!!!yea rite~ he came out on Berita Harian (the malay newspaper) on the 9 Julai 2006 and i found myself highlighting the main points..haha OBSESSION~ i still remember putting his pic on friendster or something like that in Yr 1 in poly n almost the whole class believed he was my boyfriend...HAHAHA funny la u all~

He's handsome, smart,sociable, creative n love sports especially wakeboarding (every week)..

And so, his particulars....

Name: Khairudin Saharom (Khai)

Age: 31 in October

Horoscope: Libra

Occupation: Architect, tv host, actor

Status: still single..ahh!!

Achievement: one of the biggest will be getting the Lee Kuan Yew Gold Award in 1999 while he was in NUS

Lives: with his mum who is 64 years old in a 3 room flat in Hougang

Owns: a Mitsubishi Lancer

Favourite Food: Chicken Rice, asam pedas ikan pari (err...kinda like stingray gravy)and rendang ayam padang (chicken rendang)

Music: Jazz & Bossas...esp songs by Astrud Gilberto & Manhattan Transfer

Aims: In the next 5 years: To be more stable in terms of his financial and carreer needs and also emotionally. He hopes to find someone special too....hehehe

Whoever Khai marries will be a lucky girl..i just hope she's pretty n smart n kind n nice n all...Khai has a stable future n is totally a great complete package! he's tall n handsome n smart n has a good career but he better start marrying soon cos u aint getting ne younger Mr Khai..hahaha

i remembered going to mediacorp with my sisters n cousin n after a show, we took a lot of pictures with some artists...n khai was sooo shy to take pictures..hahaha but i believe he's less shy now..i dunno, my sister told me that cos she said Khai put his hands around her when they pose for the pic..maybe shes just trying to make me jealous....haha stupid bitch! lolz!

If you r interested, u can catch him on Suria channel every Sunday, 10am and the repeat will be at 10pm hosting for a show called Suria Segar..which means Fresh Suria. Oh n btw, he's also always involved with the NDP..one of the hosts with gurmit n sharon...hehe

Apart from Khai, i have 2 other darlings next...Gary Neville n Ole Gunnar Solksjaer...both cute, both play for man u...i just love Gary Neville cos he's adorable..hahaha..i call him G... n i just love Ole's HAIR!! cute la!!! i love guys with curly hair...wooohooo check them out!

2006-07-16T12:35:00.001+08:00

its the weekend!!! which means its time for a song change..ok this song here is cool..its one of a kind! haha Tenacious D- Fuck her gently... its kinda vulgar but i cant help it..its one of my favourites as it puts a smile on people's faces...if u dont believe me, go ahead...click play n u'll see yourself smiling!

This song is introdmarathon at jalan ulu siglap theatre..hahaha! i miss them man...stupid jag is gonna get it when he comes out cos he said he would call but he didnt...have to train my arm muscles to give him a good bashing..haha! can imagine his scared face already...uced to me by Yongshun when i was at his house with jag for our weekly movie lol

For those of u who wanna sing along to this song, here u go..the lyrics...enjoy...n SMILE

btw, JB=jack black

(JB) This is a song for the ladies,

but fella's, listen closely.

You don't always have to fuck her hard

In fact sometimes that's not right to do

Sometimes you got to make some love

And fuckin' give her some smooches too

Sometimes you've got to squeeze

Sometimes you've got to say please

Sometimes you got to say HEY

I'm gonna fuck you softly

I'm gonna screw you gently

I'm gonna hump you sweetly

I'm gonna ball you discreetly

And then you say hey I brought you flowers

And then you say wait a minute Sally

I think I've got something in my teeth

Could you get it out for me

That's fuckin' team work

What's your favorite posish

That's cool with me it's not my favorite but I'll do it for you

What's your favorite dish

Im not gonna cook it but I'll order it from ZANZIBAR

And then I'm gonna love you completely

And then I'll fucking fuck you discreetly

And then I'll fucking bone you completely

But then...I'm gonna FUCK YOU HARD

HARD

funny n nice aint it

yesterday was kinda tiring...went back to school to paint banner..i love painting banners..its been some time since i did that..my sister went to clementi to buy paint n she saw soonpeng...must be going to SPGG to bowl riteeee..hahaha

im not working this weekend cos they r still printing the flyers..last week they said i was hardworking...hahaha! of course man!! i dont wanna let suzhen down...she gave me the lobang for this pt job..must jaga the image rite~

on friday nite, something funny happened..there was a little freaking lizard in our bedroom n i couldnt sleep till i dont know what time. when i slept, pendis said the lizard was sooooo near me, on my closet. but its okay, i was not that scared cos i covered myself from head to toe with my comforting comforter...hahaha eventhough it was freaking hot, id rather be hot then to have that freaking lizard on me..ewwwww omg~

neways, on saturday i got rid of a lizard in the toilet...hahaha!! i saw it n screamed a few times, take the shower head n made it go into the toilet bowl then FLUSH! hahaha! serves u rite...pervertic lizard!

2006-07-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

OMG!! PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN TOTALLY ROCKS!!! its funny n depp n olly is like totally gorgeous!!! omg i get to see so many gorgeousness nowadays!

LOOK AT THAT! HE'S STILL CUTE!! AHHHH!!

my 3rd sis told me about this...how cute is beckham!!! check it out..its becks punk'd by rio ferdinand..if u were to check out you tube, theres punk'd by rio ferdinand to rooney, gary neville (cute la!!) , david james, crouch, A. cole too..check it out!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvWpkLwiQNc

2006-07-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

A TRIBUTE TO CHERIE

on the 11th of july 2006, cherie, a friend i actually got to know from Fengshan Primary School went to embark on a new journey in life in South Australia...Adelaide. Eventhough we only meet up like 3 times a year, (on my bday, kongy's bday n her bday itself)..its been quite a number of nice outings n i gotta admit that ill miss her...awwwwwwww~ haha! in fact she is the first friend ive sent off at the airport...its sad to see people cry n leave...but yea..when u got to go, you GOT to go...

n so this is cherie....on the 11th july..just before she went off...

n this is me n kongy...sending her off

So long miss cherio...i hope u do well there...u r missed by many im sure. im gonna visit ure blog often n all hahaha..just have fun over there n dont forget to bring back an australian bf for me okay! lolz! cya babe!

i hope to go Australia one day too! im gonna get there..i also wanna get to South Africa for the next world cup!! hahahaha!

2006-07-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

ei ei eii....its been some time since i last blogged but whatever..hahaha just got our comp back from repair... gotta admit i missed the pc n blogging for a few days...even though its only a few days, a lot has happened... just gotta say i saw this angmoh at sim lim..omg freaking cute la!! hahaha! i call him gorgeousness!! he looked n smiled at me n said no thank you..OMG!!!! lolz! neways enuff abt the gorgeouness eventhough i can go on n on abt it... ok..i just uploaded some of the graduation pics from mabel n jac's yahoo pics...thanks for the pics guys..well here r some of them take a look...

gotta say willy wong is the cutest teacher ive ever known! hahaha cute sia!!!! i love him..haha

Rite, after the ceremony a bunch of us went to town n ate dinner...it was really nice catching up n hanging out after such a long time..when i got home, i got mabel's heart warming sms..." Hi dears, enjoyed e whole day wif all of u. felt real glad. time pass so fast. could recall e days in poly n now, we r going diff ways. however, i hope we could find time 2 gather in e future. reminisce e old days. sounds good ya? :) so now, so long til we meet again. haf a gd Nite rest. miss ya all. =) " after reading this message, i press text reply...n then blank....

i didnt know what to say back to mabel! its such a sentimental sms..i didnt want to say goodbye cos i dont want to say goodbye! haha so ya...for those who r reading this...especially mabel n my classmates...oh...ex classmates now...hey hey its not the end..its just a new beginning n im sure all of us know that already.. so yea feel free to meet up ANYTIME man...i love u guys! one reason why i decided to have a blog is so that my friends can be updated on whats happening in the prehistoric times (farhan Sr calls it)...during the SALINASAURUS period... so yea im glad im doing this...

2006-07-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

OH WOW...IS MY BLOG FREAKING COOLIES OR WHAT..HAHA

i have learnt alot about blogging today...special thanks to Juli n Et..beloved sisters...( omg i wanna puke) wahahhaa..

ok time to blog about today...well today is the first day i started my part time job at sim lim square..giving out flyers..standing up for about 7 hours..its not too bad..considering i stood up for longer hours before..the best thing about it was getting to see so many HANDSOME ANGMOS!! lolz

so i woke up to my mum's alarm clock at nine n got ready..took the bus n went to find the store..i was greedy n took 2 big stacks along with me..haha serves me right..so i didnt go for the break cos ill have to carry all of the flyers to break with me..so i left the place earlier...it was such an achievement when im done with the big pile...thanks to those who took the flyer from me...there were soooooooooooooooo many people giving out flyers that if i were a shopper, i would get frustrated..so im smart enuff ( of course..thank u!) to choose the second floor escalator..tomorrow's another day!

after sim lim, i walked to bugis n ate KFC ...i was sooooo freaking hungry!!after that i thought i would take a bus to bedok interchange..so i waited at the bus..there were soo many people in the bus so i gave up n took the train instead..lolz was using my sister's train concession..hehe shhhhh!

when i got to bedok interchange...baby dino called me cos she was at LJS bedok.. so i went to buy our contact lense solution n met her..then she told me that out eldest sis was at the saloon getting her hair done..highlight n rebond...so we went to the saloon n waited for her as well...it was soooo freaking long..lol neway, there was some aunties in the saloon getting their hair done up too...me n baby dino made fun of them...esp one of the auntie whose hair was freaking short n curly... the before n after was not much diff..n she sat there for like a few hours...

the hairdresser kept on putting some kinda cream on her hair...then put her under this big machine...then wash....she kept on repeating the process..n seriously, i didnt see the difference!!! she is just wasting the hairdresser's time!! haha! so i told baby dino n she laughed for a few minutes non stop..something is wrong with her i think...

well after that the 3 of us headed home..with eldest looking like an ah lian! n its 1+am now n im here typing abt the day..i need to wake up at 9 man!! better go now..cya blogasaur..

2006-07-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

wohooooo..its been a great dae!! before i start on today, let me tell u how sucky yesterday was..the interview was not really an interview...DAMN IT! waste my time n effort to dress up, arrange my certs n put on make up..FREAKING IRRITATING ASSHOLES..hahaha.. it turned out to be something like what Kia got me into a few months ago...marketing company (MLM stuff) but this one is better...cos its free..well, im not interested cos my mindset is just not right about this kinda stuff...n i dont want to find out more about it..thank u! well, i met a few new people though...fellow "interviewees" from ite simei: Din, guy working at ya kun n the other one...chinese guy with a real malay name..coolest thing ever...oh n also an indonesian girl called Maria..they r nice people!

After the "interview" i met shasha n zali at raffles mrt n had dinner with shasha at yasalam..then bought mee kuah for nana (my grandpa) n went home...so yea thats about it for yesterday...i have to end the post here cos ET (youngest sister) is gonna teach me something about the blog skin..hehe so laterz...ill be right back!

2006-07-07T12:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey good morning ...omg its already past twelve..my apologies..good afternoon dudes n dudettes!

first thing on my mind when i woke up today...today's the day...today's the day the brotherhood go NS!haiz~

woke up with a call from a company...dunno what company..today's the day ill be having my first proper interview ever..i wish i screw it up..hahaha i dont know if i wanna start work now or not...cos ive already booked driving lessons on weekdays n if i were to work, then ill have to cancel all the lessons n that would suck..dilemma dilemma...

thanks to suzhen i have a part time job on sat n sun...giving out flyers at sim lim square...11.30-7pm..one hour break n ill get 50 bucks per day..

yesterday, i had my graduation ceremony...it was cool! technology does wonders n totally cut out tedious processes..for the first time i heard a machine reading out my name! i didnt even know if it was correctly read out cos after such a long long time, i felt stage pressure! Neway, the scroll sucks..HAHAHA

after the ceremony, we had fun...we went to swensens at suntec n had dinner there...i didnt eat for the whole day till then. i was rushing for the grad ceremony in school n i was late..yea..when i went into the convention centre..i got a shock cos everybody there had a blazer on n MINE WAS AT HOME! lolz...i recalled the scene where my mum says.."Ena, kau tak pakai coat?" English: Ena, u not wearing coat?(blazer) n i replied... "Tak(no), its not compulsory..i dont wanna be an extra..n there i was in the convention centre...AN EXTRA...well i was not alone..cos a few other ppl also didnt have blazer on..wohoooo

sat beside rohaidah without realizing that its not my seat..haha how dumb is that!!! then when i shifted over to the next seat, i dropped my IC n the ticket...NOW, how dumb is that...well i can say im naturally clumsy sometimes..(now scenes of me falling down in some occasions flashes past)..wahhaha

i hate long posts cos nobody likes to read long posts..right? i know cos i hate to look at long posts too...especially when the font size is freaking small...like wth..haha ill do that when i dont want people reading the post...ok hint hint..haha neways hope u have a great day ..i love my blog name ...blogasaur...BLOGASAUR! I CHOOSE YOU! laff my ass off!

take care dudes n dudettes...love u guys..miss the people who r going...ok ill post some more of the ppl going some other time..pour my heart out..wahahah emo time~ ok thats about it..GOODDAY!

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wooohooooo first post!!! OMG SALINA HAS A BLOG!!! lolz...cool or what...OH..WHERE'S MY MANNERS?

I WELCOME YOU OFFICIALLY TO MY BLOG K DUDES N DUDETTES!!

ok peeps...ill try n maintain this blog for as long as i can..i hope~ well, im trying to learn how to create, develop n maintain a blog..

since ive got the time now..ill do it..with the help of my sisters, I WILL SURVIVE!..hahaha so more posts will come up soon ok...chillz..adios 4 now..